Living....

Feb 27, 2007 14:54

Ok. So my car is fixed. No longer NEED to buy a new car. So i am looking at apartments on the south side. anything worth living in is like woah! so now I am looking into buying a house. kris Cory and I can live in. Maybe even a two flat so that I can rent out the second floor and then be able to not struggle with a mortgage payment? i was thinking about it last night when i was going to sleep. My dad wants me to move back in with him..cause then I can help him with his mortgage. but, I dont want to pay his exorbitant mortgage just to live some where that is getting trashier and trashier by the day.

Ok..call me a mutha fucken coporate snob. Fuck you.

If I am going to be putting money towards something that is going to be owned. I want it to be owned in my name. I want it to be somewhere that I can use the property as leverage...not like it will matter- we are all going to shit. But if in the even that the world doesnt go to shit...I can use it as leverage. I can have a nice place in the city that I can raise my kids on the same streets that I was raised. I dont know. Call me a traditional sappy ass hole with some money.

Look I got the "career" I got the boyfriend, who by the way has been nothing but amazing as of late. And what is next? But a house.. then the husband then the kids then the mini van. hahah. eww mini van....i want a MINI cooper.

let's see what happens with the House thing. I dont know maybe I can move my dad in with me...and he can be there....and not have to worry about his mortgage. He can even rent out kedzie ave. and make money that way..to make the payment on the mortgage. That way... the property is still in the family after 30 some years. I dont know if he will go for it. He doesnt want to leave his castle. I just dont want to live in the "ghetto" I am tired of being poor. I am tired of living in dangerous areas...cuase I/my family cant afford more. I dont know. I have the means to make a difference in my life. and with everything going to shit anyways...what does it matter what I do with my money? What does it matter?!

I already think that I am not going to breed cause I fear too much what they would have to live in. Why should I save it? I could die tomorrow. Invest it into land. cause if the apocolypse comes...or what ever. I can grow plants on my land...and build a shack...and live..in a loin clothe. I will own land. I dont know if a deed to a lot of land will mean anything then..but you know what... I dont know what else to do. I would rather be putting money towards something that I can own..than something that I will never get to own.

I hope things go well.
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