reaching out only to get my hand burned
my music teacher told us to pick something and do it well... most people dont do that their whole life.
but if i cant even be ambitious enough to get college applications in on time... how can i expect to ever do that.
i didn't really have my heart set on going there but it was the one school that would have been a challenge for me even thought i could not afford that or would not want to as i dont know what i want to do anyway.
The other colleges already accepted me.. i really wasn't surprised. it wasn't like in the movies where they get all excited. i dont challenge myself. this school was going to be my challenge school... just for laughs. so its kind of sad. (or pathetic... however you pronounce it).
all my friends applied to these big schools and all. I didn't. I should have. It makes me feel so low. getting left behind.
i planned on applying to many.. but never got around to it.
so now here i am with 3? no no that cant be right...
what happened to all my dreams and aspirations.
such high hopes...
the chicken who sticks his head up is the first to get it cut off i suppose.
unbrave. still
i need help.
i like my tattoo design... for now
another sleepless night lying in bed
holding you tight
but if i cant even be ambitious enough to get college applications in on time... how can i expect to ever do that.
i didn't really have my heart set on going there but it was the one school that would have been a challenge for me even thought i could not afford that or would not want to as i dont know what i want to do anyway.
The other colleges already accepted me.. i really wasn't surprised. it wasn't like in the movies where they get all excited. i dont challenge myself. this school was going to be my challenge school... just for laughs. so its kind of sad. (or pathetic... however you pronounce it).
all my friends applied to these big schools and all. I didn't. I should have. It makes me feel so low. getting left behind.
i planned on applying to many.. but never got around to it.
so now here i am with 3? no no that cant be right...
what happened to all my dreams and aspirations.
such high hopes...
the chicken who sticks his head up is the first to get it cut off i suppose.
unbrave. still
i need help.
i like my tattoo design... for now
another sleepless night lying in bed
holding you tight