this is me trying to be creative

[misguidedxdream]

wasted a day today
probably will tomorrow too but i want to do something cause i guess that's what people do on new year's...
but of course no ideas/offers
i always forget to ask people these things until its much too late in the "planning stages"
a stranger talked to me in the store today...
well two
one real stranger and one i just havent seen in a while
i cheated getting your gift... caught me
forgot to ask what he was up to tomorrow.. damn
i need to do something tomorrow
i need a job
i need to stop being stupid
so much i regret just from today
lovely
lonely