~*Because I'm a big girl*~

[misguidedbeauty]

I'm not going to cry.
My feelings are so crushed.
Never in a millions years
could i imagine a pain like this
Its hard to even describe the sinking feeling i have
I hate the way my life is turning out.
I think i can officailly call myself a whore.
What the fuck is this shit
I swear at some point i had self respect,
I'm not sure what happened
I just need to get away
I think a trip is in order for real soon
I'm thinking i might make a trip to new york this weekend
I want to find her so bad
I'm not sure if she understands how much i hate her right now
I would and just might kill her
for what she did to him
If it was as bad as you made it seem
WHY the fuck did you stay with him so long
I wouldn't let anyone do anything to himbecause after a certain amount of time
It is no longer completely his fault
Stupid fucking bitch
I swear to GOD
Shit is about to get real bad
Real fast...