Why do I worry?
What to know something stupid. I create the dumbest things to aspire to. I mean that. There is a person whos journal I read. I am not on their friend's list. It really doesn't matter and I know that, but there is a part of me that looks at it as a sort of status symbol. If that person friends me then I am "in". And you know, they probably have no idea. I know I am not nothing to this person, but an online friends list should not be used as a status symbol. It should not be used as a measure of my value, but I make it one any way. And thats not fair to either myself or the people around me. Its just dumb. Gah!