Jul 02, 2010 21:08
Apparently, I can't seem to control my raging hormones, isn't that great, I have a brilliantly hard time talking to my chick friends because of it. I feel bad for them, I'm not sure why most of them are my friend anyway knowing how pervy I can really be. I think I'm doing okay with hiding it at times but sometimes, it slips, lol. Awful way to put it but yeah, it does get out of hand sometimes.
I feel a bit bad for her sometimes to, the distance truly adds up as the days progress. The last time I talked to her was a week ago, I can't let her slip from me, I knew it was going to be hard being together but I didn't realize it was going to be this hard. I just want to know that she's going to be there for me, as long as I need her. I love her, the first girl I ever loved. I want things to work together, I still have a long time to wait before I can be with her, and I know I'm up for it, I love her. More than anything in this world, :)