fuck you george bush, fucking die
well, i dont have a job anymore because of this war threat bullshit. boy, i sure do like getting fucked in the ass because of stupid hick assholes. this means i only have about a week left here. then i have to go or miss the opertunity completely. i dont get to visit all the people i wanted to see, i dont get to do anything along the way. i have to rush the drive, i have to sleep in the car, and i wont have much money when i get there. most of all, right when our band was picking up and i was so excited about playing a show... it was the only thing left here i looked forward to. infact i wasnt gonna leave until we played one. but now im forced to. im wasnt ready to leave my brother and my best friends behind yet either. i had alot of plans before leaving. but i guess that doesnt matter. we can have the mother of all bombs, but nobody else can have any? who the fuck are we? who are THEY??? USA! the only land to ever even use the shit. what that means, is once we used that first bomb we became the law. after all, we are number one right? fuck you, fuck all of you. i want to move out of this country. see what its like to live under a different government. i think i need time to myself. i never get enough. everything is adding up. makes me want to explode. i think i need a little time to be with just me. and dan, and jake, and james, and durb. sometimes i think thats the only place i find myself truly smiling. i hope dan decided to move to san diego after i get there. durb too. im pretty sure james and jake are out of the quetion, but that would be nice too.