Aug 24, 2005 21:14
Today was the first day of my Junior year.
I like almost all of my classes. I did the summer assignment for that damn AP US History and come to find out today that I didn't even get into the fucking class. My old couselor didn't call me to tell me that little detail.
Jeremy still won't talk to me. I really fucked up bad this time. But all I wanted was for him to go to ONE DAMN show with me to meet my cousin. That's it! I try so hard in this relationship and I get rewarded by being ignored. And in the end, I'm the one apologizing and feeling like shit.
He ditched me for Ron and his damn car. I got into a car accident and he won't even call me then to see if I'm okay or not. Is this what love is?
Does he really love me?