Worst night of my life...
i just broke up with chris. maria said me and him were meant to be together and maybe this is just a stage im going through. maybe i just need time to myself for a bit. i dono. i guess im just not feeling it anymore. its just hard. its so hard to let him so.*blows nose* almost 6 months, it was the most awesomest 6 months of my life and i regret nothing.
Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never gonna work out
I love you, goodbye
that's what i told him, that song pretty much said exactly what i wanted to say so... yeah. i've never cried so much in my life *blows nose*. when i told him i could hardly even breathe. i couldnt see because of all the tears and i couldnt talk either. chris, im sorry again. i told you, you did nothing wrong. at all, so dont even think you did. just give me some time for my mind to get back together again. it's alittle hectic(sp) right now.
on to other news. i was supposed to start working at cruisers. im not due to the fact i know as soon as i worked the same time as chris, id look him in the eyes and start crying again. so im gonna go back to bagel world. im just going to simply tell cruisers that some personal things went on and i wont beable to work there. blah. i think im gonna go to bed. i cant sit here any more.
-sad misfitschic
Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never gonna work out
I love you, goodbye
that's what i told him, that song pretty much said exactly what i wanted to say so... yeah. i've never cried so much in my life *blows nose*. when i told him i could hardly even breathe. i couldnt see because of all the tears and i couldnt talk either. chris, im sorry again. i told you, you did nothing wrong. at all, so dont even think you did. just give me some time for my mind to get back together again. it's alittle hectic(sp) right now.
on to other news. i was supposed to start working at cruisers. im not due to the fact i know as soon as i worked the same time as chris, id look him in the eyes and start crying again. so im gonna go back to bagel world. im just going to simply tell cruisers that some personal things went on and i wont beable to work there. blah. i think im gonna go to bed. i cant sit here any more.
-sad misfitschic