they say
you learn from your mistakes
i know i learn from my mistakes but why
cant i seem to fix my mistakes there are times
where i can be so damn happy and then i think of something stupid
to ruin my happiness its happen twice already why do i do that
i mean i love being on cloud 9 and all i just love it
but then i have to realize it doesnt last that long you
think of something so stupid to bring you down to earth
i just hate feeling like this my heart is pounding
my thoughts are going crazy i need something to keep my
mind occupied but i got nothing i dont have shit dude
this is bologna sandwich (BS) i cant help it anymore why am i like this
i just want to be happy all the time i changed big time
but now its just all gone....i feel like i went back to my old self
so emotional and so sad......it actually really is sad
im just....so...scared that im going to lose someone else for my stupidity
i know they say just wait it out you said what you had to say
now if she really does like you just wait it out i am waiting
i just need to have patience like right now......i mean i am patient
but i just cant help but get stupid thoughts in my head and people know
its always good to have stupid thoughts in your head right...right
yeah i guess im the only one......why do i put myself down
why do i have to be so emo why do i have to be so damn overdramatic
yeah i do care, about other people but when it comes to me
i can careless.....i just cant help it anymore man..... i just need to change how i am
i need to talk to someone i need to fix my stupid problems
i think i need professional help.....yeah im probably sure i do need that
give me some pills and all that good stuff become all zombie like
perfect now were talking.......damn man i am really stupid
i just dont know what to do or what to think.....
i know i learn from my mistakes but why
cant i seem to fix my mistakes there are times
where i can be so damn happy and then i think of something stupid
to ruin my happiness its happen twice already why do i do that
i mean i love being on cloud 9 and all i just love it
but then i have to realize it doesnt last that long you
think of something so stupid to bring you down to earth
i just hate feeling like this my heart is pounding
my thoughts are going crazy i need something to keep my
mind occupied but i got nothing i dont have shit dude
this is bologna sandwich (BS) i cant help it anymore why am i like this
i just want to be happy all the time i changed big time
but now its just all gone....i feel like i went back to my old self
so emotional and so sad......it actually really is sad
im just....so...scared that im going to lose someone else for my stupidity
i know they say just wait it out you said what you had to say
now if she really does like you just wait it out i am waiting
i just need to have patience like right now......i mean i am patient
but i just cant help but get stupid thoughts in my head and people know
its always good to have stupid thoughts in your head right...right
yeah i guess im the only one......why do i put myself down
why do i have to be so emo why do i have to be so damn overdramatic
yeah i do care, about other people but when it comes to me
i can careless.....i just cant help it anymore man..... i just need to change how i am
i need to talk to someone i need to fix my stupid problems
i think i need professional help.....yeah im probably sure i do need that
give me some pills and all that good stuff become all zombie like
perfect now were talking.......damn man i am really stupid
i just dont know what to do or what to think.....