Feb 02, 2008 10:18
every day when i drive home from work, i drive down chester blvd and i look at everything in the surrounding area. I study the little things like billboards, the historic water tower even the red lights. I think to myself, i dont belong in this town. Nothing here supports what i really want. I want to make something of myself with my music, i want to become a director in film production. I dont have the money and even if I did, Meijer would never pay it. Sure, "Find a new job" easy for you to say and think. I even feel sometimes my good close friends dont support me. I know it's totally fiction but its just one of those things that make you think about where you want to see yourself in 10 years. I have a slight feeling something horrible is soon to become an act. I dont know what it is, who it will happen to or even what will happen. It's soon, i'm serious.