screw you guys...i'm going home
i wish i could go home. Not the home so many of you are used to though. The home where you feel free of all fear, prejudice, and anger in the world. Not heaven and death of course. Just the state of escaping from everything. I'm driving myself up the walls with this band anymore. I'm on the urge of quiting one last time for good. This band has been together for WAY to long. We havent gone anywhere with it. Whats the point when there is no chemistry, drama with each other, no contributions and lack of interest? I'm tired of trying to write that "Perfect" song, it wont happen. Since i started writing my own music, i've felt like i have to prove myself to someone. I dont want that anymore. It's not my excuse to start playing punk music either. But i now feel, I want to be a punk rocker...fat punk rocker at that.
I hate it all...
I hate it all...