Enterprising Woman. Me?
You are usually in it for the long haul, but now it's easy to get distracted by the lure of a more immediate situation. Don't get dragged into something that is more than you desired. Your strength is that you can feel so passionately and intensely. With your planet Pluto activating your desires, go ahead and feel it fully, but don't play your hand just yet, even if it appears to be a good idea.
Hmmm only reason I posted this one is because it mentions my passion and intensity as being my strengths. I bounce back and forth between agreeing with that and fearing they hold me back. As my friends what do you guys think? Do you notice me as a passionate person? Do you think it's good?
We had to go up to Jaun's work for a little going away thing for one of the gals who was leaving. She's the one who made that bitchin' peanut butter bread and raspberry jam at Xmas. Gah! She can't leave I need that bread this year! lol If I cared for baking at all I'd have asked her for the recipe but Rhianna hates baking. I love to cook as long as it involves plenty of exotic ingredients and has mad flavor otherwise fuck food. I should become a world traveler tasting new foods in restaurants for a travel magazine or something. I should become the goth-geek version of Martha Stewart! :D Why does that idea just totally make me giddy with glee? Can you see my magazine now? Big black and red cover and every month a geeky theme. Hmmm this month it'd definitely be pirate related. Crafts and stuff relating to knot tying and weathering clothes, how to dred your hair and put in beads? Then great recipes for like... rum cake and shit? LMAO I am so cool sometimes I want to marry me. :p Yeah that rum cake I ate at that party thing is definitely hitting my tummy now. haha.
So since we were out we dropped Miss Moo at home (let me note here I am having issues with the kid and am frustrated to hell) after we made a quick side trip to the cemetary. Why? Well I keep telling Jaundice he needs to stop by his grandpa's grave and he doesn't. He doesn't understand my love of cemetaries. I dunno maybe it's weird but since I can remember I have always loved them. There's one behind my grandma's house that we used to go walk through and when I learned to ride my bike I liked to go there. There's something comforting about them to me. I know it's weird but there's something about the quiet in them that has always made me feel safe and comfortable. I used to love to walk through and look at all the names and dates and think about who the people might have been. I hate the way the headstones are these days. All flat to the ground and shit.
So we went to the mall to wander around after dropping Miss Moo. I'm pissed cause all that bitchin' pirate stuff Spencer's had is gone. We never got the Booty Lounge light we wanted. not like we have room for any of it in our kitchen. I can't wait until we have our own house so I can go to town and work on my kitchen. What surprised me is how much Jaundice loves my kitchen ideas. We're talking about straight Corona/tropical beach stuff and probably some piratey touches. I wish I could find some instructions on how to do the counters the way I thought up. I want them to be like clear glass but have sand like inside... I know it's hard to picture but trust me when Jaun and I were laying in bed and I described it for him he thought it was hella cool and he never likes my ideas. lol We hit up GameStop too but I hate going in there because it's a big whinefest with Monk about getting new games. Although I am half tempted to get that Jack Sparrow game for PC. ;) Last stop was Hot Topic. They were having a sale and had everything all messed up. I hate their employees and their managers they've had never last cause they know jack shit about managing a store. I miss having Matt work there cause at least he always said 'hey' and made sure I knew what was new or on sale. Funny thing was as I was wandering Jaundice goes 'hey they got that Captain's Wench shirt over there'... okay he hates my POTC and especially JD lub so it was weird he would mention it. When he points something out like that he's not saying it but he's giving me permission to buy it if I want it. Alas they only had a medium left. Fuckers. I dunno how they sell these to girls. I mean I'm a woman not a girl but I'm not a big girl. I wear a size 6 jean and I'm skinny... or so people say. I have no boobs but the larges end up being tight on me. So when we came home I checked the bank and since the money is there I totally splurged on it and bought the damn shirt. Shame on me. I know. We are broke and that coulda paid for part of the electricity bill but I reeeeeally could use some new shirts. That's my excuse and I'm sticking by it. :p lol
Bleh well I'm doing laundry, kinda hungry again but wanna be good and curb my snacking cause skinny I may be but I'm a skinny girl with belly fat. I wanna banish it! Be gone belly fat! To the Rhi-mobile!
Hmmm only reason I posted this one is because it mentions my passion and intensity as being my strengths. I bounce back and forth between agreeing with that and fearing they hold me back. As my friends what do you guys think? Do you notice me as a passionate person? Do you think it's good?
We had to go up to Jaun's work for a little going away thing for one of the gals who was leaving. She's the one who made that bitchin' peanut butter bread and raspberry jam at Xmas. Gah! She can't leave I need that bread this year! lol If I cared for baking at all I'd have asked her for the recipe but Rhianna hates baking. I love to cook as long as it involves plenty of exotic ingredients and has mad flavor otherwise fuck food. I should become a world traveler tasting new foods in restaurants for a travel magazine or something. I should become the goth-geek version of Martha Stewart! :D Why does that idea just totally make me giddy with glee? Can you see my magazine now? Big black and red cover and every month a geeky theme. Hmmm this month it'd definitely be pirate related. Crafts and stuff relating to knot tying and weathering clothes, how to dred your hair and put in beads? Then great recipes for like... rum cake and shit? LMAO I am so cool sometimes I want to marry me. :p Yeah that rum cake I ate at that party thing is definitely hitting my tummy now. haha.
So since we were out we dropped Miss Moo at home (let me note here I am having issues with the kid and am frustrated to hell) after we made a quick side trip to the cemetary. Why? Well I keep telling Jaundice he needs to stop by his grandpa's grave and he doesn't. He doesn't understand my love of cemetaries. I dunno maybe it's weird but since I can remember I have always loved them. There's one behind my grandma's house that we used to go walk through and when I learned to ride my bike I liked to go there. There's something comforting about them to me. I know it's weird but there's something about the quiet in them that has always made me feel safe and comfortable. I used to love to walk through and look at all the names and dates and think about who the people might have been. I hate the way the headstones are these days. All flat to the ground and shit.
So we went to the mall to wander around after dropping Miss Moo. I'm pissed cause all that bitchin' pirate stuff Spencer's had is gone. We never got the Booty Lounge light we wanted. not like we have room for any of it in our kitchen. I can't wait until we have our own house so I can go to town and work on my kitchen. What surprised me is how much Jaundice loves my kitchen ideas. We're talking about straight Corona/tropical beach stuff and probably some piratey touches. I wish I could find some instructions on how to do the counters the way I thought up. I want them to be like clear glass but have sand like inside... I know it's hard to picture but trust me when Jaun and I were laying in bed and I described it for him he thought it was hella cool and he never likes my ideas. lol We hit up GameStop too but I hate going in there because it's a big whinefest with Monk about getting new games. Although I am half tempted to get that Jack Sparrow game for PC. ;) Last stop was Hot Topic. They were having a sale and had everything all messed up. I hate their employees and their managers they've had never last cause they know jack shit about managing a store. I miss having Matt work there cause at least he always said 'hey' and made sure I knew what was new or on sale. Funny thing was as I was wandering Jaundice goes 'hey they got that Captain's Wench shirt over there'... okay he hates my POTC and especially JD lub so it was weird he would mention it. When he points something out like that he's not saying it but he's giving me permission to buy it if I want it. Alas they only had a medium left. Fuckers. I dunno how they sell these to girls. I mean I'm a woman not a girl but I'm not a big girl. I wear a size 6 jean and I'm skinny... or so people say. I have no boobs but the larges end up being tight on me. So when we came home I checked the bank and since the money is there I totally splurged on it and bought the damn shirt. Shame on me. I know. We are broke and that coulda paid for part of the electricity bill but I reeeeeally could use some new shirts. That's my excuse and I'm sticking by it. :p lol
Bleh well I'm doing laundry, kinda hungry again but wanna be good and curb my snacking cause skinny I may be but I'm a skinny girl with belly fat. I wanna banish it! Be gone belly fat! To the Rhi-mobile!