so god damned confused
so i swear to effing go deverytime i open myself up, something makes me doubt it all!!!! i thought everything with harley was fine then poof i get smack in the head with a theoretical mathbook and that says someone else is gaining!!! not technically but someone else likes him....alot and it kills me to think that he could like her too.....i can't handle going throught this all again, pretty soon its just not going to be worth it, im just gonna give up, i thought he would be the one to change that for me, but im finally realizing that A guy can't do it it has to be proved over time through many years and/or guys, god damn it i hate finding out the damn hard way!!!!!!!! any input would be great!!! i really need it!