3 days?
So, for the past three days everything been pretty mellow. Well, kinda. Jeff and I got into our first fight. Over scrabble. That's right when I said I was excited to play Scrabble with him that night three days ago I was not expecting a fight. We argued because I seriously beat him on our second game: 308 t o160. I apparently demasculated by beating him so bad. And he didn't tell me so when he was ignoring me fro half an hour I had no idea why and I was really irked. Never, ever ignore me. It pisses me off so much. So when I asked why he was ignoring me he told me to drop it so I left the game. A fight is not worth it to me and I don't like it when anybody is rude to me. We ended up having a 2 hour fight/discussion and a lot was accomplished and neither of us were mad by the end of it and we both apologized for our respective wrong doings. So, all in all a successful first fight.
What else have I been doing? Working and hanging out with Jeff. Big surprise.
I stayed the night at Jeff's last night though and am typing this at his house while he's at school :) Everything is so right about waking up to him kissing my back and the back of my neck. Everything. That's something I could totally do everyday. I love sleeping with him but its been so long since I've slept with someone else that I wake up randomly in the middle of the night and I overheat easily; with time that will go away. So, now I'm just chillin waiting for him to get back so I can spend the rest of today with him. I really don't want to go back to my couch tomorrow. I'd rather stay with him in his bed. I love this boy.
When I'm having a bad day,
I would rather stay in bed, but I know theres a reason.
I'm Alive, I'm Alive
What else have I been doing? Working and hanging out with Jeff. Big surprise.
I stayed the night at Jeff's last night though and am typing this at his house while he's at school :) Everything is so right about waking up to him kissing my back and the back of my neck. Everything. That's something I could totally do everyday. I love sleeping with him but its been so long since I've slept with someone else that I wake up randomly in the middle of the night and I overheat easily; with time that will go away. So, now I'm just chillin waiting for him to get back so I can spend the rest of today with him. I really don't want to go back to my couch tomorrow. I'd rather stay with him in his bed. I love this boy.
When I'm having a bad day,
I would rather stay in bed, but I know theres a reason.
I'm Alive, I'm Alive