greatest fan of your life
Horrid day yet so content.
I'm afraid if I hadnt been smiling all day things would have gotten to me far worse.
Everything got off to a late start, but I managed to pull everything together and get all my work done before classes started.I was actually proud of myself, and smiled all the way to class with a song stuck in my head.
But today i really realized how segregated (right word?) our dance class is.It frusturates me how that everyday im so used to just drifting from group to group of people because...well i just know alot of people, but in dance no one really talks to me except sally sarah, and hannah. Every time I walk in its the sweet girls like rachel,the twins,megan and audrey. Then theres the ghetto girls who think they can defey everything, then the outcast who dont talk to anyone, and then theres us.Im not really sure what we are, but i just know that I would sort of maybe like things better if we were all together, and not always separated. I dont know what Im trying to say, but this just bothered me.
The weather outside was absolutely beautiful, and I could have danced all over the feilds.I was beaming by this time.
WE actually sat in the sun for a change, and it was so warm.
And to top it all off kyle fucking did my algebra for me.
Things were too good to be true.
(beacuse its impossible to have a perfect day in my world)...
The cheerleading sponsor told me that I could not tryout for "her team" because I failed with a 68 in algebra.
JIPPED AGAIN!
screw it all
I actually cried the whole busride home, not just because of cheerleading that i could really care less for, but because this meant no red jackets either.
and the three day weekend in hell with my mother bitching about my carelessness.
WONDERFUL!
the boys want me to come down tonight, so I think im going to make the escape and hang for a little while. they always seem to take things off my mind.
and now it wil be 3 long days untill im with you again.
I'm afraid if I hadnt been smiling all day things would have gotten to me far worse.
Everything got off to a late start, but I managed to pull everything together and get all my work done before classes started.I was actually proud of myself, and smiled all the way to class with a song stuck in my head.
But today i really realized how segregated (right word?) our dance class is.It frusturates me how that everyday im so used to just drifting from group to group of people because...well i just know alot of people, but in dance no one really talks to me except sally sarah, and hannah. Every time I walk in its the sweet girls like rachel,the twins,megan and audrey. Then theres the ghetto girls who think they can defey everything, then the outcast who dont talk to anyone, and then theres us.Im not really sure what we are, but i just know that I would sort of maybe like things better if we were all together, and not always separated. I dont know what Im trying to say, but this just bothered me.
The weather outside was absolutely beautiful, and I could have danced all over the feilds.I was beaming by this time.
WE actually sat in the sun for a change, and it was so warm.
And to top it all off kyle fucking did my algebra for me.
Things were too good to be true.
(beacuse its impossible to have a perfect day in my world)...
The cheerleading sponsor told me that I could not tryout for "her team" because I failed with a 68 in algebra.
JIPPED AGAIN!
screw it all
I actually cried the whole busride home, not just because of cheerleading that i could really care less for, but because this meant no red jackets either.
and the three day weekend in hell with my mother bitching about my carelessness.
WONDERFUL!
the boys want me to come down tonight, so I think im going to make the escape and hang for a little while. they always seem to take things off my mind.
and now it wil be 3 long days untill im with you again.