forever
it seriously has been forever since i wrote here...i probably should write more, wiether it is online or just somewhere...thoughts trapped in my head are gonna make me explode or do dumb things which would suck majorly.
so since the last time i wrote...two school years and a summer has passed. I worked adventure camp again which rocked..uh in school..played another season of softball which was rather dissapointing...got in a fight or two with katie and now we don't speak..went to the hospital a bunch of times which kinda sucked..have kidney issues and i fractured my pinkie finger and torn ligaments..started to date nate again, after we broke up cause i was pissed that he liked katie..but eh oh well. I also was diagnoised with depression
last summer was a blast..i ended up redoing my room, painting it and just straight up rearranging it..went to adventure camp again but instead of being a councilor i was mt bike activity specialist which was a blast and a great learning experience. i got to know a really awesome kid named Jenna and hopefully can continue chilling with her this summer (i roped her into coming back to camp haha)
school year was pretty ok. kinda rough but what eves it's been fun. I changed my major so that i am now a Music major, and working on getting my rec and leisure major, which i think will be good. i just wasn't really happy in all music stuff and Im not sure that im cut out to be a teacher. i mean i love teaching, i just can't do that school part of it haha. also, Chad died..which really sucked, but it also made me really look at my life. He died way too young, but he died doing what he loved. If i died tomorrow, could i say that? today, i think i could..but also going along with that, he did everything in love. he loved everyone and all around was a genuine person. i want to be like that, live my life like that.. and hopefully i can.
i'll probably post more later, we will c. peace
so since the last time i wrote...two school years and a summer has passed. I worked adventure camp again which rocked..uh in school..played another season of softball which was rather dissapointing...got in a fight or two with katie and now we don't speak..went to the hospital a bunch of times which kinda sucked..have kidney issues and i fractured my pinkie finger and torn ligaments..started to date nate again, after we broke up cause i was pissed that he liked katie..but eh oh well. I also was diagnoised with depression
last summer was a blast..i ended up redoing my room, painting it and just straight up rearranging it..went to adventure camp again but instead of being a councilor i was mt bike activity specialist which was a blast and a great learning experience. i got to know a really awesome kid named Jenna and hopefully can continue chilling with her this summer (i roped her into coming back to camp haha)
school year was pretty ok. kinda rough but what eves it's been fun. I changed my major so that i am now a Music major, and working on getting my rec and leisure major, which i think will be good. i just wasn't really happy in all music stuff and Im not sure that im cut out to be a teacher. i mean i love teaching, i just can't do that school part of it haha. also, Chad died..which really sucked, but it also made me really look at my life. He died way too young, but he died doing what he loved. If i died tomorrow, could i say that? today, i think i could..but also going along with that, he did everything in love. he loved everyone and all around was a genuine person. i want to be like that, live my life like that.. and hopefully i can.
i'll probably post more later, we will c. peace