May 31, 2005 11:29
Yesturday was the first day of summer school..
Lets see..I spent about Four hours doing absolutely NOTHING but sitting in the cafeteria with a BUNCH of other kids waiting to get assisted by one of the counselors or something!! But noo.."Seniors only"..and everyone else was pretty much told to go home and come back ..later or tomorrow morning. Fucking Lame..So I kalled My mom cause I was pissed and she came over with my dad and they talked to Mr. Herbick the dick attendance person and He gave me my credit for Biology in less than a minute so that was suprising. Yeah so then I realized I couldve been sleeping at home and come in at 11:30 and it would've been the same thing. But atleast I got to hang out with Terra and Joey for awhile. Then I just decided to keep my Spanish 1 class since I wouldnt have to change it to biology after all.
Then I realized that I really dont need summer school to begin with and after yesturday I realized what a drag it is to stay in one class for Four in a half hours...Is torture. But no, I guess Ill keep it...Ill have 12 credits by the end of summer if I do. So anyways...
I have spanish 1 class with Beto...and Amy! =) So thats kewl, atleast I didn't get stuck in a class full of chucs again. =x So yeah I guess things could be worse. I feel sort of sick though, and I dont feel like going today but I can't start this whole "Skipping" thing, I only got Two absences to loose. So Im going to use them wisely. I reallly feel like throwing up and im exhausted. Well I go in , in like an hour and a half...So I guess I should go get ready, right?
Oh yeah I went bowling as well..With Amy and Rey..We played on game and I got second place by a point cause I was falling behind Rey by 5 and then he got all "Cocky" =p and he was saying to jjust give up im going to get third and on my last turn..I think I hit almost all the pins...or I did and I beat him with a low 52 =( But still. I beat him =p. I dont like the bowling shoes though, and being there for too long made me sick with haunting memories. So then Abigael and this boy come later on as well. And we were just all there at the table, and Rey got sort of emo, or it looked liek it atleast so me and him went out to walk around for awhile and talked..then we went back and Amy had to leave ..so we said our goodbyes and walked out. And we sat under the stars waiting for Rey's mom to pick us up..and Aj called me and we were talking and he got all down and then I look to the side and Rey didn't look to okay either. I dont know...I hate the way love or just liking someone does that to you. It sucks hardcore, and then I got all down too..and I dont know, It was just the whole me being there and starting to regret and just ...feel lame I guess. But I think Ill survive now, It was pretty stupid to even let such things get to me, I called Linda and shes coming back in about a week or so to laredo, i hope. So we'll see.
I guess I should go I have atleast about an hour..maybe Ill sleep for five more minutes.....I seriously want to throw up =x.