Eyes Filled with the flame of Hatred
Well I talked to my wife on the phone tonight. I called to see how our daughter was, and she was doing fine. Allthough she basiclly doesn't want me in our dauters life at PERIOD. I told her that I would send her money when I get paid next, but she doesn't care she doesn't want my money, nor does she want me to send my daughter present. I have the feeling cause I know how mean and caniving that whole family is that if I DO send her a christmas present or a b-day present they will just replace my name with her new b/f's name. So you can see why I labeled this post what I did. I love my daughter honestly I do. I have tryed my damndest to stay in contact with her. Hell even called twice to see how she was & I get a phone call a day or 2 later. Even when I was in Vegas I wasn't really able to get to her to see her. They lived in another town basiclly so it was hard to find transportation to get there to see her. So now my wife is holding that against me. Anyhow gonna go lie back down now....Just felt I should get that out of my head for now.