Mar 11, 2006 21:36
recently my life sucks. Used to it was work mon-fri do my thing (party) on the weekend and do it all over again the week after. Did it get me anywhere in life no but for the time i was happy and would be content with still doing it. I mean personally i think success should not be measured in life goals such as going to college, having a nice car, house a family etc. Success should be directly proportional to happiness and lately i haven't been very successful.
I'm tired of my job which is in home care for mhmr patients in fact i hate my job.
I'm tired of feeling used by people.
I'm tired of feeling socially exhausted with everyone.
and im tired of things not being the way they were 2 years ago.
I miss my old friends dearly.
all this = not successful by my own standards
To top it all off i have to go to court for my bullshit controlled substance charge on the 15th of this month (next wedsday). I hope i dont go on probation. I would do an ungodly amount of community service to avoid probation and besides the 10 pm curfew is a joke.
I'm gonna end it right here im going bowling.