Poor Diva!
Diva became in heat yesterday. All she is doing is laying down and looking sad. She is so not herself. Being female I understand totally. So I been trying to comfort her as much as I can. Laying with her, getting her treats, trying to get her to play but she has no interest. It is breaking my heart. So I started giving her messages and telling her it is going to be ok. That she is my baby and always will be. It was so cute because I know she understands what I say. She came up to me and put her head on my head and started wimpering. I busted out crying. It was sad. So I took her to grams. She said yeah she has sad looks in her eyes. Out of the blue she attacks her dog. Diva never did this before. I mean I had to pull her off and then she jumped right back on her. Remind you Diva is part beagle and terrior. Cutie pie with pink streaks now.(just a light tint nothing drastic) Washes out. I told her NO VIKI is a friend. Viki is a maltese. So she was scared shitless. I was like in confusion because on one note I was like stop and then I was like KICK SOME ASS BABY GIRL!
Other news in life.. It sucks. But hey. I didnt know being so popular could be a drag. Especially when everyone wants to hang out with you at the same time. I am so glad I didn't have this in school. I think I would be dead by now because everyday I think I am losing my mind. But then I get the buzz and I am fine. It is just so hard to please everyone when you can't even please yourself.
Last night rocked. Diva and I went to the club. I danced and she watched the car. I kept check on her making sure she was warm had water food. Afterwards I told her that she gets taco bell. She loved it!
It's pretty cool having a best female friend in Ohio be a dog. The rest just stab you in the back and fuck you over. So I say fuck having female friends. I mean I only had one true one and I fucked that one up so I guess I do believe in karma. I didnt mean to though. That is what hurts so bad. I think about her all the time but it doesn't matter. Maybe she is better off. I don't like myself that much anyways. So can't really blame her.
I am so proud I havent had sex for awhile nor do I want to. It's like eh.WHATEVER! LOL! Life goes on!
I miss my AJ. I don't know why. He is living with his girlfriend. she is cool. i feel bad for her because all grandma does is put her down. Just because she is a big girl. I hate it. I keep telling her it is not nice. I mean I was there. Hello! And he just talks about she buys me this and that. So that pisses me off. Then he tells me that he only loves two girls in his heart. Me and Allison. I just want to beat him sometimes his gf name is Stephanie. Hell who knows.
Other news in life.. It sucks. But hey. I didnt know being so popular could be a drag. Especially when everyone wants to hang out with you at the same time. I am so glad I didn't have this in school. I think I would be dead by now because everyday I think I am losing my mind. But then I get the buzz and I am fine. It is just so hard to please everyone when you can't even please yourself.
Last night rocked. Diva and I went to the club. I danced and she watched the car. I kept check on her making sure she was warm had water food. Afterwards I told her that she gets taco bell. She loved it!
It's pretty cool having a best female friend in Ohio be a dog. The rest just stab you in the back and fuck you over. So I say fuck having female friends. I mean I only had one true one and I fucked that one up so I guess I do believe in karma. I didnt mean to though. That is what hurts so bad. I think about her all the time but it doesn't matter. Maybe she is better off. I don't like myself that much anyways. So can't really blame her.
I am so proud I havent had sex for awhile nor do I want to. It's like eh.WHATEVER! LOL! Life goes on!
I miss my AJ. I don't know why. He is living with his girlfriend. she is cool. i feel bad for her because all grandma does is put her down. Just because she is a big girl. I hate it. I keep telling her it is not nice. I mean I was there. Hello! And he just talks about she buys me this and that. So that pisses me off. Then he tells me that he only loves two girls in his heart. Me and Allison. I just want to beat him sometimes his gf name is Stephanie. Hell who knows.