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The show at chain reaction was simply amazing.
we sold all 100 of our tickets plus 96 people bought tickets to see us at the door.
this band has become my devotion and my life
the only thing to keep my mind in the positve again.
the demp comes out may 6 which is going to be so rad
and also we have shirts and hoodies being made as i speak.
i finally started working at starbucks. it is much harder work thatn i would have ever thought but i need the money. i finally got my new lap top this thing is freakin aamzing.
unfortunatly all this good is going on
but theres still that hole
that one fucking hole.
still feel miserable i do have the flu
and i do not sleep anymore which is incredibly weird
becuase jason ALWAYS sleeps.
i have trouble keeping my mind out of the gutter
and my perstonality is turning more asshole each and every day
i realy feel alone and shakin all over again
i am in the same place i was about a year ago
headed for complete destruction
surronded with wonderful things
we sold all 100 of our tickets plus 96 people bought tickets to see us at the door.
this band has become my devotion and my life
the only thing to keep my mind in the positve again.
the demp comes out may 6 which is going to be so rad
and also we have shirts and hoodies being made as i speak.
i finally started working at starbucks. it is much harder work thatn i would have ever thought but i need the money. i finally got my new lap top this thing is freakin aamzing.
unfortunatly all this good is going on
but theres still that hole
that one fucking hole.
still feel miserable i do have the flu
and i do not sleep anymore which is incredibly weird
becuase jason ALWAYS sleeps.
i have trouble keeping my mind out of the gutter
and my perstonality is turning more asshole each and every day
i realy feel alone and shakin all over again
i am in the same place i was about a year ago
headed for complete destruction
surronded with wonderful things