Second Time Lucky
Hey Sports Fans, Today I took my practical driving test, and as promised I took the day off college for it, unfortunatly I failed (Hestiation and Indiction are the only things I can see that led upto the failure).
Yes it's hella annoying to work at something so hard and come up with nothing, but I'm over it, my mum, dad and brother all passed their tests on the second time, so im hoping I will too.
It's a kick in the balls, with all the driving I did in the morning with my dad (which went pretty well), and the forty-five minute-ish lesson I had before the test (which went Perfect), I kinda felt like I would pass, I had set myself up for it, but thats me going in with Expectations again.
I took it kinda personally but I'll book up another one (which I have to pay for £45? maybe, thats how much this one cost), adding to costs - It will cost another £40 for the actual day, and maybe one more lesson in between, so thats a possible £100, which is fucking annoying actually.
But anyway, Back to regular service at college tomorrow (the flooding problems that happened last week - kitchen flooded and resturant screwed up, has now been fixed....unfortunatly).
But i'm in pastry, so I still finish at like 1pm everyday this week, except for Friday...where I dont come in at all :).
Sunday the 9th for me, is going to be sweet. Paintballing, a friend from school has booked it up, and about 12 of us are going, I would have offered to drive people up there, but nevermind. But with others driving up there, its okay. It should be hella sweet, it can be my tension release, just hope the other teams are made up of assholes, I dont wana go apeshit on someone for no reason.
So that should give me something to look forward to, I find that I Do find less and less stuff to look forward to, hence my crappy attitude towards most things now, Just want shit to start moving, for me to get somewhere in my life, but hey, look at who im talking to - my frigging computer! HA!
Dear Computer, I really like someone, but they live so far away, do I act on this, and how do I know wether they inturn, like me? Haha.
Anyway, that's all I got to say at the moment, peace.
Yes it's hella annoying to work at something so hard and come up with nothing, but I'm over it, my mum, dad and brother all passed their tests on the second time, so im hoping I will too.
It's a kick in the balls, with all the driving I did in the morning with my dad (which went pretty well), and the forty-five minute-ish lesson I had before the test (which went Perfect), I kinda felt like I would pass, I had set myself up for it, but thats me going in with Expectations again.
I took it kinda personally but I'll book up another one (which I have to pay for £45? maybe, thats how much this one cost), adding to costs - It will cost another £40 for the actual day, and maybe one more lesson in between, so thats a possible £100, which is fucking annoying actually.
But anyway, Back to regular service at college tomorrow (the flooding problems that happened last week - kitchen flooded and resturant screwed up, has now been fixed....unfortunatly).
But i'm in pastry, so I still finish at like 1pm everyday this week, except for Friday...where I dont come in at all :).
Sunday the 9th for me, is going to be sweet. Paintballing, a friend from school has booked it up, and about 12 of us are going, I would have offered to drive people up there, but nevermind. But with others driving up there, its okay. It should be hella sweet, it can be my tension release, just hope the other teams are made up of assholes, I dont wana go apeshit on someone for no reason.
So that should give me something to look forward to, I find that I Do find less and less stuff to look forward to, hence my crappy attitude towards most things now, Just want shit to start moving, for me to get somewhere in my life, but hey, look at who im talking to - my frigging computer! HA!
Dear Computer, I really like someone, but they live so far away, do I act on this, and how do I know wether they inturn, like me? Haha.
Anyway, that's all I got to say at the moment, peace.