Feb 12, 2009 22:37
Silly me...I thought things were better. We're still about as broke as we have been. Sure, we have money now, but it turns out its already been marked for spending...fucking car payments. I also got the confidence building news that Jason's mother is as broke as we are...heard something about her bouncing a check recently. I have my asthma doctor on my ass about money that I can't give them. The joy of yesterday was too fleeting. Yesterday was a good day, a day where I wasn't stressed as hell, wasn't terrified, wasn't falling apart. I know things really aren't as bad as they were, at least there will be a little money coming it...even though it willhave to be spent almost as soon as we get it.
*curls up in a corner*
worry,
crash,
money