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So I figured it was time to update...
Jason is still working...I'm still looking for a job, but having no luck. Tonight, he offered to see if any other Eckerds locations are hiring.
I worked on another show over the weekend. It went pretty well.
Last week, I made an appointment for GED registration at ACC, which will be in two weeks. I'm nervous as hell about it.
Now, I'm crashing again. What a shock. At first, I thought it was, what's becoming my usual, post-show funk. Its lasted since Saturday night and has involved more than a general blah feeling.
I'm not going to rant and rave about it all. I'd like to, but I can't get all of the thoughts to line up enough to get them out. The gist of it is:
* I'm sick of doing nothing
* I'm sick of being broke
* A dear friend is in trouble and I want to help her, but lack the finances to do so right now.
* I've came really close to having two panic attacks in four days, this highly disturbs me since I haven't even been close to one in years.
* I'm tired of feeling like very little is changing
Now, I'll go try to find a way to zone out for the night since I probably won't be seeling sleep until sunrise.
Jason is still working...I'm still looking for a job, but having no luck. Tonight, he offered to see if any other Eckerds locations are hiring.
I worked on another show over the weekend. It went pretty well.
Last week, I made an appointment for GED registration at ACC, which will be in two weeks. I'm nervous as hell about it.
Now, I'm crashing again. What a shock. At first, I thought it was, what's becoming my usual, post-show funk. Its lasted since Saturday night and has involved more than a general blah feeling.
I'm not going to rant and rave about it all. I'd like to, but I can't get all of the thoughts to line up enough to get them out. The gist of it is:
* I'm sick of doing nothing
* I'm sick of being broke
* A dear friend is in trouble and I want to help her, but lack the finances to do so right now.
* I've came really close to having two panic attacks in four days, this highly disturbs me since I haven't even been close to one in years.
* I'm tired of feeling like very little is changing
Now, I'll go try to find a way to zone out for the night since I probably won't be seeling sleep until sunrise.