Bitching.... Skip it if you want....
So tomorrow is my fucking birthday and i wish that the day would just vanish. I have been sick for the last week and i still feel like shit. Everyone around me seems to be in a pissy mood lately and i serriously can't take it anymore. Everyday i dread having to face them and i have even dreamt about suicide, homicide and just leaving... they were nice dreams. I felt like i was finally free. I haven't had a cigarette in about 14 hours now and i feel like crying. So let's end this with saying Happy fucking birthday to me...