it's seasoned my soul
hello again, old friend. what to say? the grudge inside me is gone, the shivering is but a nervous part of my past. all the songs i've sung and words i've said against you are a bitter memory. yes, they were said, and they needed to be said if only to blow off some steam, but i'm finally moving on. i didn't even realize i've let go until i looked
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Karmas gotten me too. Gotten thrown into the middle of some catty giryl shit (was going on between friends) and was told that I had to choose my friends, when I had not part in anything (long story, I'll tell you all about it later) Now if I wanted to play in some of the clubs in Charlotte, I'd have to change my name. The more I get to know the mean spirit of alot of musicians the more I don't want to be one. I will always be. From that I am sorry if I made you choose, that was unfair and selfish.
No one could ever replace you. I know that more than anything. NO one knows me like you do. Now that I'm not being an ass hole musician and have come back to me. I've learned from my mistakes. I'm still me with new experiances and out looks. However I too have man who loves me as much as he loves music (I think?! lol! j/k) He's been there when I didn't know where to go or what to do and for that I love him more than anything in the world. I am as settled as can be. Hell I wash the dishes regulary and cook all the time now. I love cooking like I love early spring and fall.
So I accept you invitation. But I also offer and invitation to my side of the island. You've got family here that misses you terribly!!! ...ooo, and we have corn dogs!
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