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So Suicide Silence was heavenly,
I really really enjoyed it. Oh my God hahaha
Me and Aaron had a lot of fun. It took us forever to find it, but we finally did.
At the end of the show, I saw something I really wish I hadn't, but I guess it's good that I did. He kissed someone else in front of me, wether or not he knew I was standing right in front of him doesn't matter. He knew I was there. I guess a part of me isn't really surprised, just let down...again. I'm not sure what makes guys think that they can step on me, or take me for granted, or "play" me. I know that nothing had really happened yet, but seriously. What an asshole move. I wonder if I hadn't seen that, or if I didn't confront him about it, if he would have carried on being sweet and making me fall for him more.
I'm better then that.
I've got a strong enough head on my shoulders to deal with this.
I just don't like that I'm starting to lose faith in people.
I've got a lonnnnnnnggggg/ busy week coming up.
I really really enjoyed it. Oh my God hahaha
Me and Aaron had a lot of fun. It took us forever to find it, but we finally did.
At the end of the show, I saw something I really wish I hadn't, but I guess it's good that I did. He kissed someone else in front of me, wether or not he knew I was standing right in front of him doesn't matter. He knew I was there. I guess a part of me isn't really surprised, just let down...again. I'm not sure what makes guys think that they can step on me, or take me for granted, or "play" me. I know that nothing had really happened yet, but seriously. What an asshole move. I wonder if I hadn't seen that, or if I didn't confront him about it, if he would have carried on being sweet and making me fall for him more.
I'm better then that.
I've got a strong enough head on my shoulders to deal with this.
I just don't like that I'm starting to lose faith in people.
I've got a lonnnnnnnggggg/ busy week coming up.