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[miseriacantare0]

my life sucks.

i thought that when i had a kid that id be happy as fucken hell. you know, great, grand, wonderful? the father would be there, everything would be happy happy fucken joy joy.

not too much of a family or friends are concerned with me.

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[luridstranger]

aaron don't be a douche.

christina i'm proud you're actually having the baby, that takes balls. i'm not proud you got knocked up because it could have been prevented. i don't know what the deal with jayson is but i know he has another kid who he's trying to get custody of and that puts him in a super awkward position because if his wife catches wind of all this, it would mean serious trouble. i don't know if you're ready to take care of a kid, probably not, but this is going to force you into maturing to that point.

my coworker and her mother grew up like sisters because her mom was like 17 when she was pregnant, and honestly, those kinds of relationships are extreme: you're either super close or super distanced. it's up to you and how you feel about the child, how you react towards it.

i think this is really the time to stop kidding yourself and get your shit together. and i'm sure you agree. i'm assuming you're going to be with your family a lot once you have the baby and i feel that it's a family that matters, not necessarily a father. don't bring home boyfriends every night so that your kid grows up with hundreds of uncles, but don't marry some guy off the street for security either.

because now you're not just responsible for your own life, you're responsible for your child's life. it's a serious situation but you can totally make it a really wonderful one.

[miseriacantare0]

im not worried about getting married right now. jayson is going to be the only fatherly figure not related to me that will be in the child's life. im glad that you do support me on this and the fact that aaron is being such a fucken dick about it when he doesnt know a fucken thing about me, my past or anything much else, he should now die a horrible death with much more in the afterlife.

im starting to get my shit together, eating right, no more tattoos/piercings, being more responsible/mature.

[luridstranger]

good, cuz you're gonna be a mommy now. <3

[miseriacantare0]

mmhmmm.. check myspace whenever you can. i put pictures of cutter jack on there. he has two names. hahahahah.