ha ha
i'm going crazy. Major changes ahead.
a week and a half and we'll talk.
can't do it till then.
i will give her the options and i know which one she'll pick.
Why do i do it? maybe i'm the eternal optimist and want to give her a chance to redeem herself. have something finally go my way. jeebus knows i've earned it. 13 months...wow it's been a while.
She'll pick option (b)... and everything will be different.
then when her future plan doesn't pan out... will she come back? why would i want her back? oh ya...i love her. but she hurts me. why am i a masochist? one day it'll all change....or not.
maybe i should just end it sooner than planned... but that would just cause more pain.
this sux
a week and a half and we'll talk.
can't do it till then.
i will give her the options and i know which one she'll pick.
Why do i do it? maybe i'm the eternal optimist and want to give her a chance to redeem herself. have something finally go my way. jeebus knows i've earned it. 13 months...wow it's been a while.
She'll pick option (b)... and everything will be different.
then when her future plan doesn't pan out... will she come back? why would i want her back? oh ya...i love her. but she hurts me. why am i a masochist? one day it'll all change....or not.
maybe i should just end it sooner than planned... but that would just cause more pain.
this sux