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i'm sorry.
but i just don't think i deserve this pain anymore.
holy shit
we all make mistakes.
i just wish i could take back ever meeting him.
cause then i wouldn't have liked him, and then i wouldn't have lied (oOOo noOo NOT A LIE! CAUSE NO ONE EVER FUCKING LIES, RIGHT?) & then i wouldn't have loved him & then i'd be fine.
psh.
alyssa & i had fun
i watched life as a house, she was on here.
she said she didn't like it that much
yet it made her cry
hmph.
but it's cool
cause i love it
cause hayden christensen is all trouble & for some reason boys with issues appeal very muchly to me.
meh.
it's too early to be awake
i went to bed at 5.
yea cause there was this moth & long story.
but meh, we stayed up until 5 caused we are lamers.
&& well
he finally talked.
=/
just not to me.
meh.
can't wait until megan's party tonight maybe then i could be UHHH happy?
yea.
=(.
but i just don't think i deserve this pain anymore.
holy shit
we all make mistakes.
i just wish i could take back ever meeting him.
cause then i wouldn't have liked him, and then i wouldn't have lied (oOOo noOo NOT A LIE! CAUSE NO ONE EVER FUCKING LIES, RIGHT?) & then i wouldn't have loved him & then i'd be fine.
psh.
alyssa & i had fun
i watched life as a house, she was on here.
she said she didn't like it that much
yet it made her cry
hmph.
but it's cool
cause i love it
cause hayden christensen is all trouble & for some reason boys with issues appeal very muchly to me.
meh.
it's too early to be awake
i went to bed at 5.
yea cause there was this moth & long story.
but meh, we stayed up until 5 caused we are lamers.
&& well
he finally talked.
=/
just not to me.
meh.
can't wait until megan's party tonight maybe then i could be UHHH happy?
yea.
=(.