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i havent updated this in a while
so here it goes
this month really really sucks
I've been hanging out with my whole crew
which is dee, sel, erica, and cassie
i havent seen all them bitches together at once
but yeah we came together
cause Selina's grandpa died on wednesday
Tuesday we all went to go see her in the hospital
and it was really horrible
i felt really bad but what can i do when someones about to die
so the next day he died
tomorrow well actually today since its 1:50am
the rosery is tonight
so we are all going to go
i dont know where it is yet then the funeral is saturday morning
i dont know it really is a horrible feeling
and it sucks cause i dont want sel to go through it
but thats life
i guess before the rosery im going to go visit my grandfathers grave
i havent really went by cause i dont know
then i guess again after the funeral saturday
and bad news about my grandma
shes going through depression
my sister told me that she crys every day
and saying that shes going to die
i dont know im scared
i dont want to loose her
shes the closest thing i got from my grandpa
but yeah hopefully she doesnt die
im scared.....
yesterday i went out with some friends to the mall
and i saw two old couple holding hands
and it was so cute
ive never never seen two old people holding hands
and when i saw them i was just like "wow how cute"
i hope im like that..so old and so in love lol
also my younger high schooler friends lol
i havent seen/talked to you guys
and it sucks
i wake up around 2 in the afternoon
and i get online
and i see NO ONE online
goddamn it sucks
yet i always see Abigael AWAY lol
so yeah you guys i miss yah lol
update about me
hmm ive been really sad
i dont know why
like everything gets me sad
im going through a emo phase lol
oh yeah i cut my hair
i think on monday
yeah its up to my shoulders and i have bangs
so i look like a damn little girl
and my bangs make like horns so i end up looking like a devil
ive been playing pool
its awesome woo
and been bidding on ebay lol
i got ericas memory card from her camera
so yeah tomorrow im going to post shit loads of pictures
to entertain you guys with..hmmmmmm
oh yeah college sucks
havent started yet
but my schedule sucks
im taking three fucking classes and classes i dont want to take
cause all 1301 classes are full (english, history...etc..)
yeah it fucking sucks
and they are morning classes..fuck i didnt want to take morning classes but thats all they had
LCC SUCKS!
so yeah anyone thats anybody comment me so i could know ur alive
and tell me how ur doing?
:)
so here it goes
this month really really sucks
I've been hanging out with my whole crew
which is dee, sel, erica, and cassie
i havent seen all them bitches together at once
but yeah we came together
cause Selina's grandpa died on wednesday
Tuesday we all went to go see her in the hospital
and it was really horrible
i felt really bad but what can i do when someones about to die
so the next day he died
tomorrow well actually today since its 1:50am
the rosery is tonight
so we are all going to go
i dont know where it is yet then the funeral is saturday morning
i dont know it really is a horrible feeling
and it sucks cause i dont want sel to go through it
but thats life
i guess before the rosery im going to go visit my grandfathers grave
i havent really went by cause i dont know
then i guess again after the funeral saturday
and bad news about my grandma
shes going through depression
my sister told me that she crys every day
and saying that shes going to die
i dont know im scared
i dont want to loose her
shes the closest thing i got from my grandpa
but yeah hopefully she doesnt die
im scared.....
yesterday i went out with some friends to the mall
and i saw two old couple holding hands
and it was so cute
ive never never seen two old people holding hands
and when i saw them i was just like "wow how cute"
i hope im like that..so old and so in love lol
also my younger high schooler friends lol
i havent seen/talked to you guys
and it sucks
i wake up around 2 in the afternoon
and i get online
and i see NO ONE online
goddamn it sucks
yet i always see Abigael AWAY lol
so yeah you guys i miss yah lol
update about me
hmm ive been really sad
i dont know why
like everything gets me sad
im going through a emo phase lol
oh yeah i cut my hair
i think on monday
yeah its up to my shoulders and i have bangs
so i look like a damn little girl
and my bangs make like horns so i end up looking like a devil
ive been playing pool
its awesome woo
and been bidding on ebay lol
i got ericas memory card from her camera
so yeah tomorrow im going to post shit loads of pictures
to entertain you guys with..hmmmmmm
oh yeah college sucks
havent started yet
but my schedule sucks
im taking three fucking classes and classes i dont want to take
cause all 1301 classes are full (english, history...etc..)
yeah it fucking sucks
and they are morning classes..fuck i didnt want to take morning classes but thats all they had
LCC SUCKS!
so yeah anyone thats anybody comment me so i could know ur alive
and tell me how ur doing?
:)