Just waking up....without my baby:-(

Nov 10, 2005 12:43

Well, I just woke up at Josh's house; he has been at work since 7 and damnit, I miss him. I get spoiled waking up to him all the time, and now I have to be at work in a few...oh well. I'll see him later on tonight I suppose.

I wanna get in school so bad, but at the same time I want out own place. My house situiation is literally dragging me down and making me depressed all the time, and then I take it out on Josh and he does not even deserve that because GOD KNOWS how hard he tried. He's the greatest thing in my life, I suppose stress just makes everyone a little upset.

Our own place, me working part-time and all that could most likely happen, but shit, we would need another car. I would need one for school and work and Josh needs one for work...hmmmm....another bind and I dunno if we could afford another damn car payment. Guess I'll have to be looking around. Well I better get outta here and go to work... If Josh reads this.... I love you baby and I cannot wait to see you later on....BIG KISSES!!!!!

~*~*Heather~*~*~
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