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Well I haven't posted in a while so figured it's time. The Future is bright the present is bleak. All I can do is look forward. Because I can't bare to look at the past. This summer is like I waiting game I hope that I don't lose my temper I'm not a very patient person. Well my Nino has once again made contact with the people in my family everyone except me. And from over heard conversations they are once again comparing me to my cousin. Surprise surprise. I mean when they use to compare they talked to me directly but now I know they do it to make them feel better and making me feel bad is just a plus. I have put thought into the whole writer thing and before I start this conversation I'd like to let everyone know yes I am going to college no matter what. Okay with my student loans and paying them back can I afford to be a writer? I mean I am going to have to do something to pay the bills so the obvious choice would be teaching. But I was thinking about working for a publishing company doing what I don't know. But I got to do something I want to do the one that will make the most so I am going to look into it a little more. I 'm not even sure if I have the heart to be a writer.