disneyland!!!!

Sep 20, 2004 10:24

disneyland...suppose to be the happiest place on earth..and its suppose to make the people happy...well tell me how people r supposed to be happy when they have the best rides closed?? space mountain, manahorn, HAUNTED MANSION, how lame!!!! i didnt even get to go on tower of terror cause my parents wanted us to meet them to eat...which we didnt even do when we ended up meeting with eachother lol sooooo saaaaad!!! my toes r swolen from walking yesterday, they hurt!! lol and the hotel...my gosh worst hotel ive ever been at...we stayed at the radisson...the rooms were alright...but the cafe downstairs? NOOO WAAAAYY so nasty that my mom and aunt were complaining the whole time while we were in there...and my aunts bf oh gosh...he always acts like hes autistic and he does it really good which is the funniest thing that ive ever seen in my life, but he was doing it in the cafe restaurant, and at disneyland, i was seriously dying

my birthday is in like 2 freckin days!!! im gonna be 18 how scary? but the sad thing is it doesnt even feel like my birthday is comming up...my cousins friend pops/jesse has been in love with me like ever since hes met me (so my family says) and he came to disneyland with us too..and he has the nicest red bmw, and he let me park it for him!!! i was in heaven!! it was crazy...and then when i gave him the keys hes like "u can drive that everyday when we get married, all u have to do is drop me off wherever i need to go" then i was like "when do u plan on marrying me" he said "when u turn 18" lol my family is so sprung over me and him getting married its crazy...but ive got the man that i want, cody! hes suppose to be taking me out to get my present for my birthday today...he said for me to pick something out and hell get it for me...but i dont want him to do that...cause im not like that...i cant just have my boyfriend buy me something while im there picking it out...its scary

u know wats weird, ive been down lately like out of no where for no reason, and i dont know y...it just comes and then after while it will go, i dunno wat it is but it needs to go away cause its stressin me out and i dont know how to resolve it cause i dont know wat it is!!! its been driving me insane for the past few weeks...i need help and im sure everyone agrees with me, but they dont agree with the type of help that im thinking of ;) lol

its fffffrrrrrreeeezziinngggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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