Too optimistic, I am.

Jun 01, 2008 00:22

I think I'll be getting drunk tomorrow night, I do. I've... not been bright, no I haven't. And this is the best way to stop it from hurting that I know, it is. Ye don't know how much ye are caring until ye find out it doesn't matter, no.

While I like to learn from me mistakes, I can't change this one, no. I can't stop being hopeful and optimistic, that I can't. And maybe it's that I won't, either, maybe.

I'll get over it, I will. I'm young, and I have options, of course I do.

But until I'm over it, I'm thinking there's nothing wrong with the way the men in me family have dealt with being hurt for generations, nothing at all. Pub-jumping, here I come, aye. And whoever wants to join me is welcome, that they are. I might wind up needing some help finding me way back to the apartment, I might.

gonna get wasted, too optimistic, crushed

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