Trying to help

[mischievous1]

i try agian and agian to hold this friendship of how many years together? yet it can break so easily. I dont know what i can do anymore...i dont want it to end..someone must wake me up from this horrible nightmare. Its a disaster but its probably for the best...the end is one more scar inside that would slowly mend but the best medication is if it was just like back then. OH how i wish i can turn back the hands of time...i dont know what happened it just slipped away...I just wish i can just...i dont even know if i can help anymore you wont let me..at least thats the impression that im getting....you brought me happiness and with that comes a great deal of sadness...the worst was what you did to me...words kill...i laugh at those who say they dont...trust. when you trust someone...fully trust them...and tell everything to becuase of that trust...they can hurt you. With just one word...they can hurt you. I try to...i want a explaination it is not all my fault dont pin point before you know both sides of the story...and now your lost, confused and lonely. I dont want it to happen this way... i dont wish that luck to no one, not even to my worst enimies. Now im on my road to mending the scar you left behind. Finding something new...hopefully another trustful person eventhough nothing can replaced the friendship we had....i can have it agian if you'd like...but its so hard...too difficult...or is it? i'd leave that up to you to answer.

heart of glass....