Don't you post "and isn't it ironic"
Sorry its been so long all!
Met with Justin in the park last weekend when he came up for the wedding. He called me the day after the wedding as well. He said he couldn't turn off his love for me (it morphing into a different kind of love not withstanding, what a flimsy caveat) and that I would always be the most beuatiful woman in the world to him. THen compared me to Chelsea (the fiance) and said Chelsea was no where near as beautiful. He admitted he hadnt dealt with this and said we were Casablanca. He knows he's settling and he won't have that love again. Wedding is full steam ahead in 2 weeks. Things like this are not supposed to happen in real life. Maybe I'll write a book someday.
My friend Adam texted last night at 1 am to come out to Sidelines and karaoke. I went but it closed at 1:30 so we didn't get a chance to sing or anything. We got burgers and then watched Identity til 4 am. Today I think I'll go outside and read in my suit in the backyard til I have to work at 5. Perhaps going out with Emily tonight to sit in a neighborhood bar, order water, sing the songs that come on, and let people buy us drinks. Then maybe chill out with a movie :). Amy is also in town and I want to see her too.
Blue Hole tomorrow after church?
I miss kisses!
Met with Justin in the park last weekend when he came up for the wedding. He called me the day after the wedding as well. He said he couldn't turn off his love for me (it morphing into a different kind of love not withstanding, what a flimsy caveat) and that I would always be the most beuatiful woman in the world to him. THen compared me to Chelsea (the fiance) and said Chelsea was no where near as beautiful. He admitted he hadnt dealt with this and said we were Casablanca. He knows he's settling and he won't have that love again. Wedding is full steam ahead in 2 weeks. Things like this are not supposed to happen in real life. Maybe I'll write a book someday.
My friend Adam texted last night at 1 am to come out to Sidelines and karaoke. I went but it closed at 1:30 so we didn't get a chance to sing or anything. We got burgers and then watched Identity til 4 am. Today I think I'll go outside and read in my suit in the backyard til I have to work at 5. Perhaps going out with Emily tonight to sit in a neighborhood bar, order water, sing the songs that come on, and let people buy us drinks. Then maybe chill out with a movie :). Amy is also in town and I want to see her too.
Blue Hole tomorrow after church?
I miss kisses!