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Why does everything have to suck!!! well ive achieved lots today... ummm no! I upset my mate and had no intention of doing it i just dont hink before i speak so Jen im soo sorry i love you and i didnt mean instead of trying to be there for you I just made it worse and Im sorry x
And well im sat here at college trying to get my coursework done that is like 2 months over due and its not happening instead im sad and lonely and need a hug form adam but i think he is offically not talking to me... i need to see him I miss him like crazy but i think i have blown it now! yet again I have let another great guy slip through my fingers and im all alone while he is moving on! i really hate myself!!!
And well im sat here at college trying to get my coursework done that is like 2 months over due and its not happening instead im sad and lonely and need a hug form adam but i think he is offically not talking to me... i need to see him I miss him like crazy but i think i have blown it now! yet again I have let another great guy slip through my fingers and im all alone while he is moving on! i really hate myself!!!