Another day in paradise
It was a beautiful day. Kind of cold, but mostly just pleasantly crisp. I miss the feeling of being legal. Not having to almost pee yourself when a cop drives by. So much power that they hold and me without a donut. Im in terre haute with my best friend. I missed her sooooo bad. Im going to try my darndest to get alone with her. Im busting at the seems with pent up gabbing. I told trip the other night that I was sorry for being so crazy, but I have NO chick interaction anymore. I need to talk about my feelings more or something like that. I wrote about Paco last time, hes not my dog anymore, my roomate claimed him. Last night he ate a HUGE resin ball and was fucked up for a day and a half. It was pretty funny, then scarry, but hes ok so its mainly funny.Romantically, im extremely happy. There are some things that hold ya back, but there always are. I can honestly say that I could spend the rest of my life with this man. I could be content in loving him. But even if some stroke of fate decides another future, im a better person for knowing him. We are planning to go to hawaii sometime after the first of the year. Cali didnt work out, but this seems really promising. A break from life would be nice. DOnt get me wrong, i love bitchy roomates and working at a truckstop while paying WAY to much for weed...:o) I think thats good for now. See you the next time i share a little chunk of my life.