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Well life has changed dramatically. Its turning into spring. I can almost feel the anticipation and happiness that comes with such a beautiful season. Spring is the time for love they say. I hope:o) Im not going to name any names, but I kinda hope something may work out over time.
OOOh, I have another month!!! Im still drowning in bills and losing track of all the faceless god damn corporations that I owe money too, but something happened giving me a little more time to stay. Not that i am jonesing(sp?) to stay here, its just Im not ready to move on with my life just yet. What happened, an old friend did one of the nicest things anyone has ever done for me. We talked, kinda worked out some things, and she just shows up at my door, with my christmas present that she never gave to me because we really didnt talk anymore and left rather quickly. I open it up and there is a fucking great rainbow scarf, lots of tylenol and cold stuff (im sick), and a check for the amount of my rent. I broke down. Partly because I felt like shit that someone had to take care of me because Im not able to mainly because of ALLLL the bad decisions ive recently made, and also because it reminded me of a friendship that was lost a while ago. Its so nice ya know, for someone to care about your existence.
Me and sarah are going to Georgia this weekend!! I cant wait to see the girl. its been maybe a month. Just so you all know, sarah kicks some major ass. Just in case you guys didnt know that.
Im kinda scared of next week. Ive had a really great few days, and I know how the universe works...
OOOh, I have another month!!! Im still drowning in bills and losing track of all the faceless god damn corporations that I owe money too, but something happened giving me a little more time to stay. Not that i am jonesing(sp?) to stay here, its just Im not ready to move on with my life just yet. What happened, an old friend did one of the nicest things anyone has ever done for me. We talked, kinda worked out some things, and she just shows up at my door, with my christmas present that she never gave to me because we really didnt talk anymore and left rather quickly. I open it up and there is a fucking great rainbow scarf, lots of tylenol and cold stuff (im sick), and a check for the amount of my rent. I broke down. Partly because I felt like shit that someone had to take care of me because Im not able to mainly because of ALLLL the bad decisions ive recently made, and also because it reminded me of a friendship that was lost a while ago. Its so nice ya know, for someone to care about your existence.
Me and sarah are going to Georgia this weekend!! I cant wait to see the girl. its been maybe a month. Just so you all know, sarah kicks some major ass. Just in case you guys didnt know that.
Im kinda scared of next week. Ive had a really great few days, and I know how the universe works...