a melody, a memory, or just one picture.

[misanthropicxii]

So new update.
I've been sick for the past 3 1/2 days....
fun huh??

and i watched this show called whistler, on The-N, like maybe an hour ago?
fuckin intense. and so real.
theres this one chick on there.
exactly like me.
its crazy!

oh and also, im actually reading a fucking book!!!!!!!!!
its called The Dance of Anger - a womans guide to changing
the patterns of intimate relationships.

im not in one...but.
ITS MY MOTHERS.

and it was just kinda sitting there on the couner.
and since im sick.
im not gunna go out anywhere or doing anything exciting.
so i decided to listen to
from a second story window reading this book.

there is alot of BIG words in here, a lot of them i dont understand.
basically if i wanted to understand the book,
i would have to read the fucking dictionary
just to understand every other word in each sentence.
i guess thats why its an ADULT book.
that or i just really need to go back to school.

p.s. its 6:40 in the fucking morning. ughh i need sleep :-/

P.S.S.
R.I.P. STEVE IRWIN!!!!