I seriously need to fuckin' chill
Wow. Yeah. Two pills plus a wee bit of caffeine is a total rush. (Empty stomach) Like, yeah. My “GO!” dial just got turned up to, like, 15. I am so hardcore right now. Like, jump off a bridge/bungee jumping levels of hardcore. Nobody ask for my opinion on stupid shit right now, you’ll get your ears burned off. And yet, still overall physically ineffective. Whoo. I haven’t felt like this since I got too into a Jean Claude movie and did a bunch of sit ups and hurt myself in the 80’s
I am very much resisting the urge to do physical shit and just lay myself open to the crash.
Spoonie dilemma: I feel good, and there’s a load of shit that needs doing, but if I spend too many points on it, then the crash, when it comes, and it’s going to fucking come, is going to mean you’re gonna get even farther behind, plus feel miserable.
WHEEEEE HA-HA-HA-HA-HA!!!!!!