further procrastination
god, this week sucks. i can't wait until it's over, and then i'll have a nice, relatively stress-free three weeks or so, and then a week and a half of the hell that is teachers who assign long boring papers instead of giving final exams, and then summer break, which will be scary, because at that point i'll actually have to accept the fact that i'm almost done with college and have to start thinking about the real world where my life isn't all planned out for me. i would swear that i just graduated high school a few months ago, got back from france a few weeks ago, and got off the boat certainly no more than a few days ago. i thought that, after a year and a half of studying abroad, a semester in pittsburgh would go by ridiculously slowly. i have since learned (or re-affirmed) that i'm an idiot who should have figured out long ago that things do not go according to my plans, and that at some point i'm going to have to accept that. essay-writing stress does weird things to my brain.