Uncertainty (16/?) part 3
Title: Uncertainty (16/?)
Author: misanagy
Pairing: Cara/Kahlan
Rating: R
Length: 17.289 words
Disclaimer: The characters belong to Terry Goodkind and ABC/Disney.
Summary: After “Desecrated” the merry band continues the search for the Stone of Tears, but along the way other things will be discovered and new people will appear in their lives.
AN: Hey guys! So after a long time here’s the next chapter of my story :D I apologize for the delay, but unfortunately some technical problems prevented the chapter to be posted sooner :( Thank you so much to shadowsoffense for the beta work and for not killing her computer *chuckles* Hope you guys enjoy it ;)
Kahlan folded her clothes neatly and put them on the chair next the wall of her and Cara’s bedroom. Looking down at her almost naked body, only covered by her undergarments, the brunette pursed her lips shyly and blushed in the empty room. Shaking her head at her bashfulness, Kahlan went to Cara’s pack and pulled out her partner’s oversized shirt. Bringing the piece of clothing to her nose, she inhaled Cara’s unique scent and felt herself immediately calm down.
Putting her head and arms through the respective holes in the shirt and letting it fall the rest of the way down her body, Kahlan surveyed herself in the mirror in front of her. Granted, the oversized shirt didn’t look so oversized on her; if the simple piece of clothing reached a few inches above Cara’s mid thigh, when used by Kahlan the same shirt left even more skin on display. Which isn’t necessarily a bad thing, Kahlan thought with a smirk.
Taking a deep breath, the nervous woman busied herself with lighting some candles around the room; after that was done Kahlan looked out the window restlessly. Turning to the inside of the room again, the Confessor went to lean on the surprisingly large chest of drawers, but quickly shook her head and changed her position to be sitting in the middle of the bed. Sighing in displeasure at this new position, too, Kahlan scooted towards the end of the bed and crossed her feet at the ankle, leaning back on her hands. Looking towards the door in front of her, Kahlan started to become a little impatient and she could feel her nerves rising again. Getting up and turning her back to the door as looked around the room, she jumped when the door opened.
“It’s just me,” Cara chuckled at Kahlan’s startled jump as she closed the door. “What got you so jumpy?” the blonde asked distractedly, her eyes inevitably attracted to Kahlan’s scantly clad body.
“Nothing,” Kahlan replied a little too quickly, her cheeks reddening slightly. “Everything okay?” she probed gently, paying close attention to Cara’s eyes.
“I guess,” Cara shrugged halfheartedly, walking closer to Kahlan. “I suppose Sarah didn’t tell you what was bothering her?” she half-asked half-stated, taking Kahlan’s sigh as a confirmation that Cara’s daughter hadn’t shared her thoughts with Kahlan either.
“I tried to get her to tell me, but she was adamant about not wanting to,” Kahlan said, hooking her fingers on Cara’s belt and moving the other hand to caress the blonde’s shoulder.
“She wouldn’t tell me either,” Cara shook her head, lifting her hand to cover the one on her shoulder. “It’s kind of annoying,” she commented in an after thought, scrunching her face in frustration.
“It’s manageable,” Kahlan breathed out with an amused smile, she had to make an effort not to laugh at the irony of Cara being annoyed by Sarah not sharing her thoughts; especially since the blonde seemed to not notice that particular similarity between herself and her daughter.
“Let’s leave all that for tomorrow,” Cara sighed, wanting to clean her mind of all the things that were plaguing her and wanting to revel in being here alone with Kahlan... who she noticed had a nervous energy around her. “Now, why don’t you tell me what you were doing before I came in?” she coaxed suspiciously, smirking when Kahlan blushed again.
“I was just getting ready for bed,” the Confessor whispered with a smile, moving her arms to encircle Cara’s neck and bring the Mord’Sith closer to her.
“I see you made yourself comfortable,” Cara smiled appreciatively, looking down Kahlan’s body and trailing a finger down Kahlan’s cleavage until she hooked it in the shirt’s low neckline.
“I took the liberty of using your shirt,” Kahlan scraped the nape of Cara’s neck with her nails, her breath already starting to become heavier due to the gloved hand that descended slowly down her spine to rest on her backside. “You don’t mind, do you?” the brunette whispered on Cara’s ear, smiling when she felt the Mord’Sith shudder.
Cara moved her head to meet Kahlan’s eyes, letting her lips trail lightly across the brunette’s cheek and pulling away just as she grazed the corner of Kahlan’s mouth. The blonde looked into Kahlan’s eyes with a sensual smirk and pulled on the fabric still trapped by her finger. Lowering her head to soft skin, Cara made Kahlan hiss with the hot kiss she placed in between the brunette’s breasts. She was sure Kahlan understood that she didn’t mind her stealing her clothes; she didn’t mind at all.
Kahlan arched her back, tipping her head back, and making more room for Cara’s mouth as the Mord’Sith bathed her throat with kisses. Kahlan sighed in pleasure as the blonde reached her earlobe, nibbling and biting gently on the soft flesh. Cara licked her way across Kahlan’s jaw line and finally captured the Confessor’s parted lips in a passionate kiss.
Moaning as Cara’s tongue reached out for her own, Kahlan wrapped her arms around Cara’s neck as she felt her knees becoming weak with the pleasurable sensations the blonde’s lips and tongue were awakening in her. As if on cue, Kahlan abstractedly felt the bed against the back of her legs. Cara stepped forward, forcing her to sink back onto the mattress as Cara followed her down without breaking their feverish kiss. Cara’s body pressed heavily against Kahlan’s own, making her moan loudly as the blonde grasped the back of her thigh and urged Kahlan to bring her leg over the Mord’Sith’s hip.
Cara ended the kiss with a gasp, pulling air into her lungs even as she moved to kiss the spot right below Kahlan’s ear and sucking until she felt the brunette arch her back. Feeling Kahlan tug at the laces on her back, Cara placed one more heated kiss on Kahlan’s lips before pulling back slightly, climbing onto the bed to straddle Kahlan’s thighs and pulled her gloves off with her teeth as she did so.
“Let me get you more comfortable too,” Kahlan said breathlessly as she sat up with Cara on her lap and started unlacing the upper part of Cara’s uniform, placing hungry open mouthed kisses on the expanse of bare skin before her face as her fingers worked. After peeling off Cara’s leather, Kahlan wasted no time in latching her greedy mouth onto an already hard nipple. The brunette brought her hand up to fondle Cara’s neglected breast as she bit on the stiffened pebble, encouraged by Cara’s hands tangled on her hair and the deep moans leaving the Mord’Sith’s mouth.
Cara started to move her hips in a grinding motion, not being able to stop the instinctive movement. All she could concentrate on was Kahlan’s capable hands and mouth trading places between her breasts. Frustrated by her leather pants not letting her feel Kahlan’s soft skin, the Mord’Sith stood up on the mattress. As she rose, Cara caught the hem of Kahlan’s shirt and brought the fabric along with her, with help from Kahlan, leaving the Confessor only in her undergarments and looking up at Cara with hooded eyes.
The blonde forgot why she got up in the first place as she looked down at the beautiful body sitting at her feet. Without taking her eyes off of Cara’s, Kahlan closed her hands around the blonde’s ankles and started to move them upwards, alternating the pads of her fingers with the blunt scratch of her nails. Finally getting out of her haze, the blonde fumbled with the buckles of her belt. As she felt Kahlan’s warm hands stroking her inner thighs, Cara unlocked her belt and looked around the room for a place to throw her agiels.
The weapons ended up dropping from her hand, unceremoniously hitting the floor, when Cara felt a firm and arousing pressure of fingers against her crotch. Looking down, the Mord’Sith moaned at the sight of Kahlan on her knees, looking up at her sensually and running the pads of her thumbs along Cara’s mound. Kahlan pressed just hard enough to make her touch be felt beneath the thick leather and grinned when she saw the pure lust in Cara’s eyes. Cara had never seen Kahlan be so forward and sexually confident before, it was driving her crazy with desire.
Moving her hands to the hem of Cara’s pants, Kahlan unlaced the few laces there and pulled them down. She grabbed Cara’s hips steadily and lavished the blonde’s stomach with her lips and tongue.
Steadying herself on Kahlan’s shoulders, Cara tried to get rid of the pants polling at her feet; but noticing that she still had her boots on she groaned in frustration, making Kahlan chuckle amusedly. Moving to sit down on the edge of the mattress, Cara got rid of her boots and pants. Before she could turn around, long arms encircled her neck from behind and a warm body rested snuggly against her back.
“I love you,” Kahlan whispered a she buried her face in Cara’s hair and inhaled the blonde’s scent.
Cara closed her eyes and let a smile appear on her lips as she heard Kahlan’s loving words. It still amazed her how the brunette could influence her emotions so much and with such ease. All it took was a look from Kahlan to calm Cara’s fears; all it took was a touch from Kahlan to reassure the blonde that whatever happened Kahlan was there for her; all it took were three simple words to make Cara want to shout at the top of her lungs that she loved Kahlan too and yet she was rendered speechless by Kahlan’s caring tone.
Taking a deep breath, Cara lifted Kahlan’s hand and laced their fingers together as she placed a tender kiss in the back of the brunette’s hand. Catching Kahlan’s other hand with her free one, Cara pulled Kahlan’s arms more tightly around herself and rested her head on the brunette’s shoulder. Shifting slightly to look at the blue eyes she loved, Cara just stared at Kahlan as she conveyed in one unguarded look all the love she felt for the brunette.
“I know you do,” Kahlan whispered lovingly, making Cara smile at her accuracy in reading the blonde’s body language.
“I truly do,” Cara said sincerely, turning around to push Kahlan back onto the bed.
The brunette moved up in bed to lay her head in one of the pillows and beckoned Cara with a playful finger. Cara was quick to follow Kahlan’s command and straddled one of Kahlan’s thighs before leaning down to kiss the Confessor once again. Without needing prompting this time, Kahlan’s other leg lifted by its own accord and hooked itself over Cara’s hip. Instinctively, the Mord’Sith’s leg flexed so that their bodies were even closer together, grinding against one another as their tongues dueled in a deep kiss.
Desperate to feel Cara’s center against hers again, Kahlan untangled her leg from around Cara and moved her hands to her own undergarments, raising her hips to push them down. Feeling her body being lifted by Kahlan’s, the blonde looked down and quickly aided the brunette in get rid of the unwanted clothes. After doing the same with her own undergarments, she noticed Kahlan part her legs invitingly in a not so subtle hint. Cara looked at the flushed Confessor and smirked seductively. The Mord’Sith moved to hover over Kahlan, but when she was about to kiss Kahlan’s lips she pulled back quickly, eliciting a complaining groan from Kahlan.
Instead of lying on top of Kahlan as she was sure the brunette wanted, Cara teasingly let her body hover just high enough so that Kahlan could feel the heat of her skin but not her touch. Frustrated, Kahlan used her arms around the blonde’s back to pull her down; however to her distaste, the Mord’Sith’s strong arms stubbornly didn’t budge.
Before Kahlan could make her displeasure known verbally, Cara lowered her mouth to Kahlan’s nipple and started to suck and lick the hard pebble thoroughly. Kahlan moaned at the pleasant sensation and breathed out in relief as Cara’s warm body finally come to rest on her own. Cara moaned around the brunette’s nipple as she felt the warm wetness of Kahlan’s sex on her stomach. The vibration’s Cara’s moan send through her breast, made Kahlan’s hips buckle in search of the desired friction. Cara flexed her stomach muscles and pressed down, giving Kahlan what she was seeking, and switched her mouth to the other breast, biting softly on the rose bud.
Letting her body slide down the brunette’s, Cara caressed the soft skin of Kahlan’s stomach with her fingers and trailed a path of open mouthed kisses down the firm abdomen. Kahlan interlaced her fingers in blonde hair as she undulated under the expert ministrations, moaning with complete abandon.
Kahlan’s primal reactions to her caresses were driving Cara wild. The amount of wetness she could feel on her abdomen told her that Kahlan was equally aroused; that knowledge only made Cara bolder, so she moved her mouth even lower and sucked on the tender skin on the juncture between Kahlan’s leg and body. Kahlan hissed in pleasure at Cara’s hot mouth and looked down to meet green eyes looking hungrily back at her.
Being that close to Kahlan’s center, Cara could smell the brunette’s arousal and she could barely contain herself. Looking up into hooded blue eyes, Cara wasted no time and closed her lips around the brunette’s engorged clit. Kahlan’s head dropped back against the pillow as she let out a keening sound and arched her back off the bed. Placing her hand on the brunette’s hips to keep her still, Cara eagerly lapped the wetness in Kahlan’s sex, licking the wet folds and flicking her tongue slowly over the sensitive bud.
“Cara,” Kahlan breathed out as a shiver shook her body when Cara circled her entrance with her tongue and pushed in unhurriedly, little by little.
Cara dug her blunt nails into Kahlan’s hips and moaned at the feeling of the brunette around her tongue. Wanting to stay there for as long as she could, the blonde looked up to see if this was becoming too much for Kahlan. The gasping breaths coming from Kahlan, as well as the clenching hand on her hair, warned Cara that this was probably getting a little out of hand. Slowly she slid her tongue out from Kahlan’s wetness and placed a final kiss on Kahlan’s inner thigh, regretfully sitting up so she was kneeling between Kahlan’s legs.
“Maybe it’s better if I go sleep in the girls’ bedroom,” Cara said only half-teasing, sighing frustratingly as she could still taste Kahlan on her lips.
“Come here,” Kahlan whispered with a smile. “Come here, Cara,” she repeated and extended her hand when she saw the blonde start to protest.
The Mord’Sith did as she was told and lied down on top of Kahlan, using her forearms to support herself. Kahlan just combed her fingers soothingly through the blonde’s hair and amused herself by watching Cara’s pensive face.
“Kahlan, I have to tell you something,” Cara said with a somber tone, looking deep into blue eyes. “If I don’t die from confession, I think I’ll die from frustration anyway,” she revealed with a serious face.
Kahlan laughed at the petulant pout that graced the other woman’s lips and lifted her head to kiss it away. Pulling away from the kiss, Cara looked down and saw an expression on Kahlan’s face she couldn’t quite interpret.
“What?” Cara asked suspiciously. Kahlan was not behaving as she normally did when faced with their impossibility to have sex.
“I want you Cara,” Kahlan whispered, cupping Cara’s cheek tenderly.
“I want you too,” Cara replied, reinforcing her words with a kiss. “But-“
“Give me your hand,” Kahlan interrupted with a secret smile. At Cara’s doubtful expression, she insisted. “Spirits Cara, just give me your hand or don’t you trust me?”
“Of course I do,” the Mord’Sith replied readily and laced her fingers together with Kahlan’s.
“Now kiss me,” Kahlan demanded softly, the secretive smile only growing as Cara lowered her lips onto Kahlan’s without hesitation.
Kahlan brought their joined hands to rest on the mattress, her other cupping Cara’s neck and tugging her closer to deepen the kiss. As the passionate kiss progressed heatedly, Kahlan slowly slide the back of her hand upwards, dragging Cara’s with hers. Pleased that the Mord’Sith seemed to not be paying much attention to the sneaky movement and instead was concentrated on exploring Kahlan’s mouth, the Confessor pushed their hands beneath the pillow and waited until Cara finally caught up with her movements.
Feeling something cold suddenly hit her hand, Cara slowed the kiss and focused her attention on the hand still laced with Kahlan’s. Extending her fingers, the Mord’Sith felt what seemed like to be something made of steal beneath the pillow. The first though crossing her mind was that it was one of Kahlan’s daggers, but as the Confessor released her hand and maneuvered it so that Cara grabbed the foreign object, the blonde noticed that it was not a dagger. Pulling away from Kahlan, Cara closed her fingers around an arch of some kind and pulled it from beneath the pillow.
“It’s a Rada’Han,” the blonde whispered with wide eyes, looking from the magical object to the blush staining Kahlan’s cheeks.
Kahlan just nodded and smiled at the surprised look on Cara’s face. The woman examined the metal collar as if not believing what she had in her hands. Finally, Cara locked eyes with Kahlan and the brunette could feel the heat in her cheeks increase.
“Where did you get this?” Cara asked as a small smile was creeping onto her lips.
“I found it in the saddlebags of one of the horses,” Kahlan revealed, shifting her eyes to look timidly away from Cara. “The Mord’Sith must have brought it to put it on Alys,” the brunette supposed, glancing up into Cara’s amused grin.
“Why so shy all of a sudden Mother Confessor?” Cara teased as she kissed Kahlan’s red cheeks.
“I’m not shy,” Kahlan denied weakly, making Cara chuckle dubiously. “I’m just… overwhelmed I guess.” Kahlan sighed with an embarrassed smile. “I’ve never…” she trailed off as her cheeks flushed even more, but her eyes never left Cara’s soothing gaze.
“I know,” Cara reassured the nervous Confessor and leaned down for a gentle kiss. “Are you sure you want to do this?” Cara asked as she put some distance between them so she could see Kahlan’s eyes.
“I’ve been wanted to do this with you sinc-“
“No, Kahlan,” Cara interrupted. “I mean this,” she pointedly looked at the Rada’Han. “Binding your power,” she clarified in a serious tone.
Kahlan had to smile at Cara’s care when it came to her. Even after admitting just moments ago that she was close to dying of sexual frustration, Cara’s first thought was about Kahlan’s comfort.
“I’m more than sure,” Kahlan assured and brought their lips together.
Feeling the bottled up desire rush through her veins, Cara let go of the Rada’Han and cupped Kahlan’s still flushed cheeks while kissing her deeply. Feeling the brunette’s knee raise between her legs, Cara moaned into the kiss at the pressure of Kahlan’s muscles against her center. She let her hand explore the side of Kahlan’s body as she ground herself down against the brunette’s thigh.
Kahlan let herself get lost in the kiss, relieved that she wouldn’t have to hold back anymore. The heat and wetness she could feel in her thigh only served to excite her further; she rolled them over, pinning Cara on her back in a surge of desire. Grinning at the surprised gasp leaving the blonde’s mouth, Kahlan trailed a wet path of kisses down Cara’s throat, marveling at the rapid pulse she could feel beneath her lips.
With their legs intertwined, Cara copied the brunette’s previous move and bent her knee so she could provide the woman on top of her with the friction she knew Kahlan craved. Cara was rewarded with a whimper and a bite to the base of her neck. Closing her eyes tightly in pleasure, the Mord’Sith took hold of Kahlan’s waist to aid the brunette in her undulating movements. Her eyes flew open again in confusion when the warmth of Kahlan’s body suddenly disappeared.
Kahlan sat up panting heavily and straddled the blonde’s hips. She looked at Cara’s golden skin, illuminated by the candle flickering on their bedside table and traced the shifting shadows on the blonde’s toned body with her fingers. Lifting her eyes back to Cara’s lust filled ones; Kahlan shuddered at the intense gaze and broke the contact to reach for the discarded Rada’Han on the bed. Opening it with the key that had been waiting on the side-table, Kahlan brought the silver circle to her neck, but before she could snap the latch close Cara used her strong stomach muscles to sat up and grab the brunette’s hands.
“Wait,” Cara whispered breathlessly. “Don’t do it yet,” she took the magical object from Kahlan’s shaking fingers and put it back down on the mattress.
“Cara please, don’t play with the fire,” Kahlan pleaded, reaching her hand to take the Rada’Han, but Cara stopped her again.
“That’s not what this is about,” Cara assured, meeting blue eyes. “I just want you to have that on you as little as possible,” she said softly, latching her lips to Kahlan’s neck and smiling when she felt Kahlan relax again in her arms.
Kahlan felt a surge of emotion invade her; she didn’t want to risk anything, but she couldn’t help but melt a little at Cara’s obvious intent of having her wear the oppressing Rada’Han for as short a time as possible. Holding onto a tanned shoulder with one hand and sliding the other in golden locks, Kahlan let herself enjoy completely the amorous attention she was being given.
Cara supported Kahlan with one arm around the brunette’s lower back and moved the other one to caress the soft skin of the brunette’s stomach. Moving her hand upwards, the blond cupped a heavy mound and captured a hard nipple between her thumb and forefinger, rolling it teasingly and hearing Kahlan whimper and moan at the sensation.
Kahlan unconsciously started to grind her hips against Cara’s lap, blindly searching for friction as Cara licked around her other breast. The brunette dug her nails on Cara’s shoulder as she felt a hand descend along her body until it reached her wet folds. With a desperate moan, Kahlan canted her hips to meet Cara’s hand and breathed out when the blonde cupped her sex, letting her fingers trail slowly along her folds.
Cara hugged the shivering woman in her lap closer when she felt the heat radiating in the palm of her hand. Kahlan was so wet that her juices coated the blonde’s fingers in a couple of strokes. Sucking on Kahlan’s nipple, Cara brought her fingers to circle around the brunette’s clit.
“Oh Cara,” Kahlan let out in a breathy moan, holding onto Cara’s shoulder and neck as she arched her back; pushing her breast further into the blonde’s mouth and grinding her center more firmly against Cara’s fingers.
With a wet sound, Cara released Kahlan’s nipple and observed the expression of pure pleasure on the other woman’s face, feeling her own heart flutter as she drank in the sight. Kahlan had her eyes tightly closed and was biting her lower lip as Cara increased the speed of her circling fingers. When Kahlan straightened herself again and opened her eyes to look directly at Cara, the blonde’s breath caught in her throat at the lustful look on Kahlan’s dark blue eyes. Without breaking the intense eye contact, Cara moved her fingers lower and carefully entered Kahlan with one finger; watching as the brunette’s mouth opened in a silent gasp.
Feeling Cara’s finger slowly penetrated her, Kahlan let her body gradually relax around it and let out a sigh when the digit went inside completely. Staring deeply into green orbs, Kahlan instinctually started to move her body against Cara’s finger, moaning at the intense pleasure it caused her. She smiled at Cara’s astonished expression and brought her lips down to meet the blonde’s in a lingering kiss.
Cara opened her mouth to let Kahlan’s tongue meet her own and ground the hilt of her hand against the brunette’s clit to increase the woman’s pleasure. She watched as Kahlan ended the kiss and hastily reached for the Rada’Han, clasping it securely around her neck. As soon as the Rada’Han was secure, Kahlan increase the thrusting motions of her hips, but Cara slowed their rhythm and slowly added another finger, moaning at how tight Kahlan felt around her.
Kahlan only took a few seconds to get used to this new feeling and wasted no time in resuming the motion of her hips. Resting her forehead against Cara’s, Kahlan panted as Cara thrust in and out of her with increased tempo, while her clit rubbed wonderfully against the hilt of the blonde’s hand.
“Oh Spirits,” Kahlan gasped loudly and closed her eyes when she felt Cara curve her fingers inside her and hit a spot that made Kahlan loose all of the strength in her muscles.
“Look at me Kahlan,” Cara requested, continuing her motions inside Kahlan, but no longer pulling out completely and curving her fingers in just the right manner with every thrust.
Kahlan did as asked and opened her eyes to meet the blonde’s gaze. Using all her strength to push against Cara’s shoulders, Kahlan forced the Mord’Sith to lie on her back while Kahlan moved fervently on her lap. Shifting so that she could lie on top of Cara and holding herself up on her forearm, the brunette moved her hand in between Cara’s legs, biting her lip in anticipation as she felt how wet Cara was.
“Don’t stop,” Kahlan whispered wantonly in Cara’s ear as the blonde got a little distracted with the tentative fingers entering her and slowed her own thrusts.
“Spirits Kahlan, you feel so good,” Cara moaned as Kahlan mimicked her movements and felt the blonde’s walls pull her in deeper.
If it was even possible, Kahlan felt a new surge of desire rush through her; being inside Cara was the most thrilling thing she had ever felt. As she lifted her head to look down into unfocused green eyes and panting inviting mouth, Kahlan was sure she had never seen a more beautiful sight than Cara squirming in pleasure under her.
Their rhythm increased again until they were both panting heavily and whispering each others names in gasping breaths. Kahlan could feel her orgasm building inside her, to the point that she couldn’t hold it back any longer and a surge of fear passed though her eyes as she looked down at Cara, reflexive and instinctual.
“Let go,” Cara said reassuringly between raged breaths; she had noticed Kahlan’s brief reluctance and wanted to make sure the Confessor forgot about her fear and enjoyed this moment.
Hearing Cara’s words, Kahlan felt herself loose the grip in her magic and her orgasm shook her body to the core as she opened her mouth in a silent scream. She felt her pleasure coming in long waves and fixed her gaze on Cara’s eyes to make sure the vivid green never turned into black.
Cara watched, mesmerized, as the black swam around Kahlan’s eyes until they were completely black. The sight was spellbinding and it only took one last thrust from Kahlan’s fingers against her sweet spot to send the blonde over the edge. Clenching the bed sheets in her unoccupied fist, Cara arched her body off the bed and let out a strangled moan that sounded a lot like Kahlan’s name.
Kahlan moaned at the sight and let Cara ride her orgasm until the blonde came back down on the bed. Kahlan could felt her walls clench around the Mord’Sith’s slow thrusting fingers and she too gradually came down from her mind blowing orgasm.
Cara felt the aftershocks shake her body as Kahlan kept moving her fingers inside her. She let her back rest again on the mattress and looked up at Kahlan’s still black eyes with a pleased smile. When she felt Kahlan’s walls completely relax, she gently withdrew her coated fingers from the brunette and gasped slightly when Kahlan did the same. Unclenching the sheet, Cara cupped the back of Kahlan’s neck and brought the Confessor down to a languid and sated kiss.
Ending the kiss, Kahlan looked down affectionately at Cara; her eyes returning to their usual sky blue. Cara smiled back and then frowned slightly as her eyes dropped to Kahlan’s neck. Lazily, she reached for the chain containing the small key and wasted no time in opening the Rada’Han, freeing the Confessor from it and placing the appreciated object on the side-table.
“You’re okay,” Kahlan whispered breathlessly, caressing Cara’s face with her fingers. She was still a little fearful that something might have had gone wrong, but she hadn’t seen Cara’s eyes turn black and the Mord’Sith was not crying in agony, so it was clear she had not been confessed.
“I’d say I’m a lot more than okay,” Cara smirked knowingly and chuckled when Kahlan blushed and hide her face on the blonde’s neck.
“I can’t move,” Kahlan giggled tiredly, resting her head on Cara’s shoulder.
“That means you’re more than okay too,” Cara pointed out playfully, one hand trailing random patterns on Kahlan’s back and the other caressing up and down the brunette’s arm.
Kahlan just nodded, a big sated grin plastered on her face. While she played absentmindedly with Cara’s hair, Kahlan basked in the afterglow; she was certain that sharing this moment with Cara would always be one of the most treasured memories of her life.
“If someone would have told me years ago that my first time would be with a Mord’Sith, I would have laughed so much,” Kahlan blurted out after a few moments of silent, clearly amused by her own thoughts.
“I never would have believed I would ever have a first time, least of all that it would be with a Confessor,” Cara said offhandedly, although her voice was laced with meaning as she waited for Kahlan’s reaction.
“Cara, come on, I know that you-“ Kahlan started as she lifted her head to look at the blonde, but stopped when she saw Cara’s little smile and played the blonde’s words again in her head. “What do you mean by ‘first time’, exactly?” she questioned, suspecting that Cara didn’t meant her words the same way Kahlan did.
“What could I possibly mean?” Cara raised her eyebrows in mock-confusion and flipped Kahlan on her back. “The words ‘first time’ stand for something that happened which had never happened before,” she smirked and kissed Kahlan sweetly.
Kahlan pushed the Mord’Sith away by her shoulders and looked curiously at the woman above her. “Cara, you mean that this was the first time you made love with someone, right?” Kahlan asked in a teasing manner, her grin widening when the blonde just shrugged and blushed a little as she busied herself with kissing Kahlan’s lips again. “That’s it, isn’t it?” Kahlan said giddily against Cara’s lips.
“You’re talking too much,” Cara complained, but Kahlan could feel the blonde’s smile against her lips.
“I knew it,” Kahlan said, her smile getting impossibly wider while Cara nibbled her ear. “You’re a romantic at heart, aren’t you?”
“I love you too,” Cara opted to ignore Kahlan’s question.
Kahlan sighed contently and cupped Cara’s face to bring the blonde’s supple lips back to her own. Opening her mouth to deepen the kiss, Kahlan moaned as Cara’s tongue caressed hers in a sensuous manner. She whimpered in protest as Cara ended the kiss, but moaned again when the blonde started a kissing path down her throat, licking and nipping the pale skin.
“What are you doing Cara?” Kahlan smiled, her breathing becoming heavy again very quickly since the blonde moved lower to use her mouth on Kahlan’s breasts in all the right ways.
“I just remembered I never finished what I started earlier,” Cara commented dismissively, never stopping the kisses and caresses down Kahlan’s body.
“What’s that?” the brunette gulped and looked down expectantly to see Cara kiss down her stomach and hovering over her center.
Cara lifted her head and just smirked knowingly while she lowered herself and ran her flat tongue along the length of Kahlan’s sex, pausing at the top to suck gently on the sensitive bundle of nerves. Without needing any more clarification, Kahlan shivered and smiled her approval, resting back against the pillow to enjoy the blonde’s very capable mouth.
Author: misanagy
Pairing: Cara/Kahlan
Rating: R
Length: 17.289 words
Disclaimer: The characters belong to Terry Goodkind and ABC/Disney.
Summary: After “Desecrated” the merry band continues the search for the Stone of Tears, but along the way other things will be discovered and new people will appear in their lives.
AN: Hey guys! So after a long time here’s the next chapter of my story :D I apologize for the delay, but unfortunately some technical problems prevented the chapter to be posted sooner :( Thank you so much to shadowsoffense for the beta work and for not killing her computer *chuckles* Hope you guys enjoy it ;)
Kahlan folded her clothes neatly and put them on the chair next the wall of her and Cara’s bedroom. Looking down at her almost naked body, only covered by her undergarments, the brunette pursed her lips shyly and blushed in the empty room. Shaking her head at her bashfulness, Kahlan went to Cara’s pack and pulled out her partner’s oversized shirt. Bringing the piece of clothing to her nose, she inhaled Cara’s unique scent and felt herself immediately calm down.
Putting her head and arms through the respective holes in the shirt and letting it fall the rest of the way down her body, Kahlan surveyed herself in the mirror in front of her. Granted, the oversized shirt didn’t look so oversized on her; if the simple piece of clothing reached a few inches above Cara’s mid thigh, when used by Kahlan the same shirt left even more skin on display. Which isn’t necessarily a bad thing, Kahlan thought with a smirk.
Taking a deep breath, the nervous woman busied herself with lighting some candles around the room; after that was done Kahlan looked out the window restlessly. Turning to the inside of the room again, the Confessor went to lean on the surprisingly large chest of drawers, but quickly shook her head and changed her position to be sitting in the middle of the bed. Sighing in displeasure at this new position, too, Kahlan scooted towards the end of the bed and crossed her feet at the ankle, leaning back on her hands. Looking towards the door in front of her, Kahlan started to become a little impatient and she could feel her nerves rising again. Getting up and turning her back to the door as looked around the room, she jumped when the door opened.
“It’s just me,” Cara chuckled at Kahlan’s startled jump as she closed the door. “What got you so jumpy?” the blonde asked distractedly, her eyes inevitably attracted to Kahlan’s scantly clad body.
“Nothing,” Kahlan replied a little too quickly, her cheeks reddening slightly. “Everything okay?” she probed gently, paying close attention to Cara’s eyes.
“I guess,” Cara shrugged halfheartedly, walking closer to Kahlan. “I suppose Sarah didn’t tell you what was bothering her?” she half-asked half-stated, taking Kahlan’s sigh as a confirmation that Cara’s daughter hadn’t shared her thoughts with Kahlan either.
“I tried to get her to tell me, but she was adamant about not wanting to,” Kahlan said, hooking her fingers on Cara’s belt and moving the other hand to caress the blonde’s shoulder.
“She wouldn’t tell me either,” Cara shook her head, lifting her hand to cover the one on her shoulder. “It’s kind of annoying,” she commented in an after thought, scrunching her face in frustration.
“It’s manageable,” Kahlan breathed out with an amused smile, she had to make an effort not to laugh at the irony of Cara being annoyed by Sarah not sharing her thoughts; especially since the blonde seemed to not notice that particular similarity between herself and her daughter.
“Let’s leave all that for tomorrow,” Cara sighed, wanting to clean her mind of all the things that were plaguing her and wanting to revel in being here alone with Kahlan... who she noticed had a nervous energy around her. “Now, why don’t you tell me what you were doing before I came in?” she coaxed suspiciously, smirking when Kahlan blushed again.
“I was just getting ready for bed,” the Confessor whispered with a smile, moving her arms to encircle Cara’s neck and bring the Mord’Sith closer to her.
“I see you made yourself comfortable,” Cara smiled appreciatively, looking down Kahlan’s body and trailing a finger down Kahlan’s cleavage until she hooked it in the shirt’s low neckline.
“I took the liberty of using your shirt,” Kahlan scraped the nape of Cara’s neck with her nails, her breath already starting to become heavier due to the gloved hand that descended slowly down her spine to rest on her backside. “You don’t mind, do you?” the brunette whispered on Cara’s ear, smiling when she felt the Mord’Sith shudder.
Cara moved her head to meet Kahlan’s eyes, letting her lips trail lightly across the brunette’s cheek and pulling away just as she grazed the corner of Kahlan’s mouth. The blonde looked into Kahlan’s eyes with a sensual smirk and pulled on the fabric still trapped by her finger. Lowering her head to soft skin, Cara made Kahlan hiss with the hot kiss she placed in between the brunette’s breasts. She was sure Kahlan understood that she didn’t mind her stealing her clothes; she didn’t mind at all.
Kahlan arched her back, tipping her head back, and making more room for Cara’s mouth as the Mord’Sith bathed her throat with kisses. Kahlan sighed in pleasure as the blonde reached her earlobe, nibbling and biting gently on the soft flesh. Cara licked her way across Kahlan’s jaw line and finally captured the Confessor’s parted lips in a passionate kiss.
Moaning as Cara’s tongue reached out for her own, Kahlan wrapped her arms around Cara’s neck as she felt her knees becoming weak with the pleasurable sensations the blonde’s lips and tongue were awakening in her. As if on cue, Kahlan abstractedly felt the bed against the back of her legs. Cara stepped forward, forcing her to sink back onto the mattress as Cara followed her down without breaking their feverish kiss. Cara’s body pressed heavily against Kahlan’s own, making her moan loudly as the blonde grasped the back of her thigh and urged Kahlan to bring her leg over the Mord’Sith’s hip.
Cara ended the kiss with a gasp, pulling air into her lungs even as she moved to kiss the spot right below Kahlan’s ear and sucking until she felt the brunette arch her back. Feeling Kahlan tug at the laces on her back, Cara placed one more heated kiss on Kahlan’s lips before pulling back slightly, climbing onto the bed to straddle Kahlan’s thighs and pulled her gloves off with her teeth as she did so.
“Let me get you more comfortable too,” Kahlan said breathlessly as she sat up with Cara on her lap and started unlacing the upper part of Cara’s uniform, placing hungry open mouthed kisses on the expanse of bare skin before her face as her fingers worked. After peeling off Cara’s leather, Kahlan wasted no time in latching her greedy mouth onto an already hard nipple. The brunette brought her hand up to fondle Cara’s neglected breast as she bit on the stiffened pebble, encouraged by Cara’s hands tangled on her hair and the deep moans leaving the Mord’Sith’s mouth.
Cara started to move her hips in a grinding motion, not being able to stop the instinctive movement. All she could concentrate on was Kahlan’s capable hands and mouth trading places between her breasts. Frustrated by her leather pants not letting her feel Kahlan’s soft skin, the Mord’Sith stood up on the mattress. As she rose, Cara caught the hem of Kahlan’s shirt and brought the fabric along with her, with help from Kahlan, leaving the Confessor only in her undergarments and looking up at Cara with hooded eyes.
The blonde forgot why she got up in the first place as she looked down at the beautiful body sitting at her feet. Without taking her eyes off of Cara’s, Kahlan closed her hands around the blonde’s ankles and started to move them upwards, alternating the pads of her fingers with the blunt scratch of her nails. Finally getting out of her haze, the blonde fumbled with the buckles of her belt. As she felt Kahlan’s warm hands stroking her inner thighs, Cara unlocked her belt and looked around the room for a place to throw her agiels.
The weapons ended up dropping from her hand, unceremoniously hitting the floor, when Cara felt a firm and arousing pressure of fingers against her crotch. Looking down, the Mord’Sith moaned at the sight of Kahlan on her knees, looking up at her sensually and running the pads of her thumbs along Cara’s mound. Kahlan pressed just hard enough to make her touch be felt beneath the thick leather and grinned when she saw the pure lust in Cara’s eyes. Cara had never seen Kahlan be so forward and sexually confident before, it was driving her crazy with desire.
Moving her hands to the hem of Cara’s pants, Kahlan unlaced the few laces there and pulled them down. She grabbed Cara’s hips steadily and lavished the blonde’s stomach with her lips and tongue.
Steadying herself on Kahlan’s shoulders, Cara tried to get rid of the pants polling at her feet; but noticing that she still had her boots on she groaned in frustration, making Kahlan chuckle amusedly. Moving to sit down on the edge of the mattress, Cara got rid of her boots and pants. Before she could turn around, long arms encircled her neck from behind and a warm body rested snuggly against her back.
“I love you,” Kahlan whispered a she buried her face in Cara’s hair and inhaled the blonde’s scent.
Cara closed her eyes and let a smile appear on her lips as she heard Kahlan’s loving words. It still amazed her how the brunette could influence her emotions so much and with such ease. All it took was a look from Kahlan to calm Cara’s fears; all it took was a touch from Kahlan to reassure the blonde that whatever happened Kahlan was there for her; all it took were three simple words to make Cara want to shout at the top of her lungs that she loved Kahlan too and yet she was rendered speechless by Kahlan’s caring tone.
Taking a deep breath, Cara lifted Kahlan’s hand and laced their fingers together as she placed a tender kiss in the back of the brunette’s hand. Catching Kahlan’s other hand with her free one, Cara pulled Kahlan’s arms more tightly around herself and rested her head on the brunette’s shoulder. Shifting slightly to look at the blue eyes she loved, Cara just stared at Kahlan as she conveyed in one unguarded look all the love she felt for the brunette.
“I know you do,” Kahlan whispered lovingly, making Cara smile at her accuracy in reading the blonde’s body language.
“I truly do,” Cara said sincerely, turning around to push Kahlan back onto the bed.
The brunette moved up in bed to lay her head in one of the pillows and beckoned Cara with a playful finger. Cara was quick to follow Kahlan’s command and straddled one of Kahlan’s thighs before leaning down to kiss the Confessor once again. Without needing prompting this time, Kahlan’s other leg lifted by its own accord and hooked itself over Cara’s hip. Instinctively, the Mord’Sith’s leg flexed so that their bodies were even closer together, grinding against one another as their tongues dueled in a deep kiss.
Desperate to feel Cara’s center against hers again, Kahlan untangled her leg from around Cara and moved her hands to her own undergarments, raising her hips to push them down. Feeling her body being lifted by Kahlan’s, the blonde looked down and quickly aided the brunette in get rid of the unwanted clothes. After doing the same with her own undergarments, she noticed Kahlan part her legs invitingly in a not so subtle hint. Cara looked at the flushed Confessor and smirked seductively. The Mord’Sith moved to hover over Kahlan, but when she was about to kiss Kahlan’s lips she pulled back quickly, eliciting a complaining groan from Kahlan.
Instead of lying on top of Kahlan as she was sure the brunette wanted, Cara teasingly let her body hover just high enough so that Kahlan could feel the heat of her skin but not her touch. Frustrated, Kahlan used her arms around the blonde’s back to pull her down; however to her distaste, the Mord’Sith’s strong arms stubbornly didn’t budge.
Before Kahlan could make her displeasure known verbally, Cara lowered her mouth to Kahlan’s nipple and started to suck and lick the hard pebble thoroughly. Kahlan moaned at the pleasant sensation and breathed out in relief as Cara’s warm body finally come to rest on her own. Cara moaned around the brunette’s nipple as she felt the warm wetness of Kahlan’s sex on her stomach. The vibration’s Cara’s moan send through her breast, made Kahlan’s hips buckle in search of the desired friction. Cara flexed her stomach muscles and pressed down, giving Kahlan what she was seeking, and switched her mouth to the other breast, biting softly on the rose bud.
Letting her body slide down the brunette’s, Cara caressed the soft skin of Kahlan’s stomach with her fingers and trailed a path of open mouthed kisses down the firm abdomen. Kahlan interlaced her fingers in blonde hair as she undulated under the expert ministrations, moaning with complete abandon.
Kahlan’s primal reactions to her caresses were driving Cara wild. The amount of wetness she could feel on her abdomen told her that Kahlan was equally aroused; that knowledge only made Cara bolder, so she moved her mouth even lower and sucked on the tender skin on the juncture between Kahlan’s leg and body. Kahlan hissed in pleasure at Cara’s hot mouth and looked down to meet green eyes looking hungrily back at her.
Being that close to Kahlan’s center, Cara could smell the brunette’s arousal and she could barely contain herself. Looking up into hooded blue eyes, Cara wasted no time and closed her lips around the brunette’s engorged clit. Kahlan’s head dropped back against the pillow as she let out a keening sound and arched her back off the bed. Placing her hand on the brunette’s hips to keep her still, Cara eagerly lapped the wetness in Kahlan’s sex, licking the wet folds and flicking her tongue slowly over the sensitive bud.
“Cara,” Kahlan breathed out as a shiver shook her body when Cara circled her entrance with her tongue and pushed in unhurriedly, little by little.
Cara dug her blunt nails into Kahlan’s hips and moaned at the feeling of the brunette around her tongue. Wanting to stay there for as long as she could, the blonde looked up to see if this was becoming too much for Kahlan. The gasping breaths coming from Kahlan, as well as the clenching hand on her hair, warned Cara that this was probably getting a little out of hand. Slowly she slid her tongue out from Kahlan’s wetness and placed a final kiss on Kahlan’s inner thigh, regretfully sitting up so she was kneeling between Kahlan’s legs.
“Maybe it’s better if I go sleep in the girls’ bedroom,” Cara said only half-teasing, sighing frustratingly as she could still taste Kahlan on her lips.
“Come here,” Kahlan whispered with a smile. “Come here, Cara,” she repeated and extended her hand when she saw the blonde start to protest.
The Mord’Sith did as she was told and lied down on top of Kahlan, using her forearms to support herself. Kahlan just combed her fingers soothingly through the blonde’s hair and amused herself by watching Cara’s pensive face.
“Kahlan, I have to tell you something,” Cara said with a somber tone, looking deep into blue eyes. “If I don’t die from confession, I think I’ll die from frustration anyway,” she revealed with a serious face.
Kahlan laughed at the petulant pout that graced the other woman’s lips and lifted her head to kiss it away. Pulling away from the kiss, Cara looked down and saw an expression on Kahlan’s face she couldn’t quite interpret.
“What?” Cara asked suspiciously. Kahlan was not behaving as she normally did when faced with their impossibility to have sex.
“I want you Cara,” Kahlan whispered, cupping Cara’s cheek tenderly.
“I want you too,” Cara replied, reinforcing her words with a kiss. “But-“
“Give me your hand,” Kahlan interrupted with a secret smile. At Cara’s doubtful expression, she insisted. “Spirits Cara, just give me your hand or don’t you trust me?”
“Of course I do,” the Mord’Sith replied readily and laced her fingers together with Kahlan’s.
“Now kiss me,” Kahlan demanded softly, the secretive smile only growing as Cara lowered her lips onto Kahlan’s without hesitation.
Kahlan brought their joined hands to rest on the mattress, her other cupping Cara’s neck and tugging her closer to deepen the kiss. As the passionate kiss progressed heatedly, Kahlan slowly slide the back of her hand upwards, dragging Cara’s with hers. Pleased that the Mord’Sith seemed to not be paying much attention to the sneaky movement and instead was concentrated on exploring Kahlan’s mouth, the Confessor pushed their hands beneath the pillow and waited until Cara finally caught up with her movements.
Feeling something cold suddenly hit her hand, Cara slowed the kiss and focused her attention on the hand still laced with Kahlan’s. Extending her fingers, the Mord’Sith felt what seemed like to be something made of steal beneath the pillow. The first though crossing her mind was that it was one of Kahlan’s daggers, but as the Confessor released her hand and maneuvered it so that Cara grabbed the foreign object, the blonde noticed that it was not a dagger. Pulling away from Kahlan, Cara closed her fingers around an arch of some kind and pulled it from beneath the pillow.
“It’s a Rada’Han,” the blonde whispered with wide eyes, looking from the magical object to the blush staining Kahlan’s cheeks.
Kahlan just nodded and smiled at the surprised look on Cara’s face. The woman examined the metal collar as if not believing what she had in her hands. Finally, Cara locked eyes with Kahlan and the brunette could feel the heat in her cheeks increase.
“Where did you get this?” Cara asked as a small smile was creeping onto her lips.
“I found it in the saddlebags of one of the horses,” Kahlan revealed, shifting her eyes to look timidly away from Cara. “The Mord’Sith must have brought it to put it on Alys,” the brunette supposed, glancing up into Cara’s amused grin.
“Why so shy all of a sudden Mother Confessor?” Cara teased as she kissed Kahlan’s red cheeks.
“I’m not shy,” Kahlan denied weakly, making Cara chuckle dubiously. “I’m just… overwhelmed I guess.” Kahlan sighed with an embarrassed smile. “I’ve never…” she trailed off as her cheeks flushed even more, but her eyes never left Cara’s soothing gaze.
“I know,” Cara reassured the nervous Confessor and leaned down for a gentle kiss. “Are you sure you want to do this?” Cara asked as she put some distance between them so she could see Kahlan’s eyes.
“I’ve been wanted to do this with you sinc-“
“No, Kahlan,” Cara interrupted. “I mean this,” she pointedly looked at the Rada’Han. “Binding your power,” she clarified in a serious tone.
Kahlan had to smile at Cara’s care when it came to her. Even after admitting just moments ago that she was close to dying of sexual frustration, Cara’s first thought was about Kahlan’s comfort.
“I’m more than sure,” Kahlan assured and brought their lips together.
Feeling the bottled up desire rush through her veins, Cara let go of the Rada’Han and cupped Kahlan’s still flushed cheeks while kissing her deeply. Feeling the brunette’s knee raise between her legs, Cara moaned into the kiss at the pressure of Kahlan’s muscles against her center. She let her hand explore the side of Kahlan’s body as she ground herself down against the brunette’s thigh.
Kahlan let herself get lost in the kiss, relieved that she wouldn’t have to hold back anymore. The heat and wetness she could feel in her thigh only served to excite her further; she rolled them over, pinning Cara on her back in a surge of desire. Grinning at the surprised gasp leaving the blonde’s mouth, Kahlan trailed a wet path of kisses down Cara’s throat, marveling at the rapid pulse she could feel beneath her lips.
With their legs intertwined, Cara copied the brunette’s previous move and bent her knee so she could provide the woman on top of her with the friction she knew Kahlan craved. Cara was rewarded with a whimper and a bite to the base of her neck. Closing her eyes tightly in pleasure, the Mord’Sith took hold of Kahlan’s waist to aid the brunette in her undulating movements. Her eyes flew open again in confusion when the warmth of Kahlan’s body suddenly disappeared.
Kahlan sat up panting heavily and straddled the blonde’s hips. She looked at Cara’s golden skin, illuminated by the candle flickering on their bedside table and traced the shifting shadows on the blonde’s toned body with her fingers. Lifting her eyes back to Cara’s lust filled ones; Kahlan shuddered at the intense gaze and broke the contact to reach for the discarded Rada’Han on the bed. Opening it with the key that had been waiting on the side-table, Kahlan brought the silver circle to her neck, but before she could snap the latch close Cara used her strong stomach muscles to sat up and grab the brunette’s hands.
“Wait,” Cara whispered breathlessly. “Don’t do it yet,” she took the magical object from Kahlan’s shaking fingers and put it back down on the mattress.
“Cara please, don’t play with the fire,” Kahlan pleaded, reaching her hand to take the Rada’Han, but Cara stopped her again.
“That’s not what this is about,” Cara assured, meeting blue eyes. “I just want you to have that on you as little as possible,” she said softly, latching her lips to Kahlan’s neck and smiling when she felt Kahlan relax again in her arms.
Kahlan felt a surge of emotion invade her; she didn’t want to risk anything, but she couldn’t help but melt a little at Cara’s obvious intent of having her wear the oppressing Rada’Han for as short a time as possible. Holding onto a tanned shoulder with one hand and sliding the other in golden locks, Kahlan let herself enjoy completely the amorous attention she was being given.
Cara supported Kahlan with one arm around the brunette’s lower back and moved the other one to caress the soft skin of the brunette’s stomach. Moving her hand upwards, the blond cupped a heavy mound and captured a hard nipple between her thumb and forefinger, rolling it teasingly and hearing Kahlan whimper and moan at the sensation.
Kahlan unconsciously started to grind her hips against Cara’s lap, blindly searching for friction as Cara licked around her other breast. The brunette dug her nails on Cara’s shoulder as she felt a hand descend along her body until it reached her wet folds. With a desperate moan, Kahlan canted her hips to meet Cara’s hand and breathed out when the blonde cupped her sex, letting her fingers trail slowly along her folds.
Cara hugged the shivering woman in her lap closer when she felt the heat radiating in the palm of her hand. Kahlan was so wet that her juices coated the blonde’s fingers in a couple of strokes. Sucking on Kahlan’s nipple, Cara brought her fingers to circle around the brunette’s clit.
“Oh Cara,” Kahlan let out in a breathy moan, holding onto Cara’s shoulder and neck as she arched her back; pushing her breast further into the blonde’s mouth and grinding her center more firmly against Cara’s fingers.
With a wet sound, Cara released Kahlan’s nipple and observed the expression of pure pleasure on the other woman’s face, feeling her own heart flutter as she drank in the sight. Kahlan had her eyes tightly closed and was biting her lower lip as Cara increased the speed of her circling fingers. When Kahlan straightened herself again and opened her eyes to look directly at Cara, the blonde’s breath caught in her throat at the lustful look on Kahlan’s dark blue eyes. Without breaking the intense eye contact, Cara moved her fingers lower and carefully entered Kahlan with one finger; watching as the brunette’s mouth opened in a silent gasp.
Feeling Cara’s finger slowly penetrated her, Kahlan let her body gradually relax around it and let out a sigh when the digit went inside completely. Staring deeply into green orbs, Kahlan instinctually started to move her body against Cara’s finger, moaning at the intense pleasure it caused her. She smiled at Cara’s astonished expression and brought her lips down to meet the blonde’s in a lingering kiss.
Cara opened her mouth to let Kahlan’s tongue meet her own and ground the hilt of her hand against the brunette’s clit to increase the woman’s pleasure. She watched as Kahlan ended the kiss and hastily reached for the Rada’Han, clasping it securely around her neck. As soon as the Rada’Han was secure, Kahlan increase the thrusting motions of her hips, but Cara slowed their rhythm and slowly added another finger, moaning at how tight Kahlan felt around her.
Kahlan only took a few seconds to get used to this new feeling and wasted no time in resuming the motion of her hips. Resting her forehead against Cara’s, Kahlan panted as Cara thrust in and out of her with increased tempo, while her clit rubbed wonderfully against the hilt of the blonde’s hand.
“Oh Spirits,” Kahlan gasped loudly and closed her eyes when she felt Cara curve her fingers inside her and hit a spot that made Kahlan loose all of the strength in her muscles.
“Look at me Kahlan,” Cara requested, continuing her motions inside Kahlan, but no longer pulling out completely and curving her fingers in just the right manner with every thrust.
Kahlan did as asked and opened her eyes to meet the blonde’s gaze. Using all her strength to push against Cara’s shoulders, Kahlan forced the Mord’Sith to lie on her back while Kahlan moved fervently on her lap. Shifting so that she could lie on top of Cara and holding herself up on her forearm, the brunette moved her hand in between Cara’s legs, biting her lip in anticipation as she felt how wet Cara was.
“Don’t stop,” Kahlan whispered wantonly in Cara’s ear as the blonde got a little distracted with the tentative fingers entering her and slowed her own thrusts.
“Spirits Kahlan, you feel so good,” Cara moaned as Kahlan mimicked her movements and felt the blonde’s walls pull her in deeper.
If it was even possible, Kahlan felt a new surge of desire rush through her; being inside Cara was the most thrilling thing she had ever felt. As she lifted her head to look down into unfocused green eyes and panting inviting mouth, Kahlan was sure she had never seen a more beautiful sight than Cara squirming in pleasure under her.
Their rhythm increased again until they were both panting heavily and whispering each others names in gasping breaths. Kahlan could feel her orgasm building inside her, to the point that she couldn’t hold it back any longer and a surge of fear passed though her eyes as she looked down at Cara, reflexive and instinctual.
“Let go,” Cara said reassuringly between raged breaths; she had noticed Kahlan’s brief reluctance and wanted to make sure the Confessor forgot about her fear and enjoyed this moment.
Hearing Cara’s words, Kahlan felt herself loose the grip in her magic and her orgasm shook her body to the core as she opened her mouth in a silent scream. She felt her pleasure coming in long waves and fixed her gaze on Cara’s eyes to make sure the vivid green never turned into black.
Cara watched, mesmerized, as the black swam around Kahlan’s eyes until they were completely black. The sight was spellbinding and it only took one last thrust from Kahlan’s fingers against her sweet spot to send the blonde over the edge. Clenching the bed sheets in her unoccupied fist, Cara arched her body off the bed and let out a strangled moan that sounded a lot like Kahlan’s name.
Kahlan moaned at the sight and let Cara ride her orgasm until the blonde came back down on the bed. Kahlan could felt her walls clench around the Mord’Sith’s slow thrusting fingers and she too gradually came down from her mind blowing orgasm.
Cara felt the aftershocks shake her body as Kahlan kept moving her fingers inside her. She let her back rest again on the mattress and looked up at Kahlan’s still black eyes with a pleased smile. When she felt Kahlan’s walls completely relax, she gently withdrew her coated fingers from the brunette and gasped slightly when Kahlan did the same. Unclenching the sheet, Cara cupped the back of Kahlan’s neck and brought the Confessor down to a languid and sated kiss.
Ending the kiss, Kahlan looked down affectionately at Cara; her eyes returning to their usual sky blue. Cara smiled back and then frowned slightly as her eyes dropped to Kahlan’s neck. Lazily, she reached for the chain containing the small key and wasted no time in opening the Rada’Han, freeing the Confessor from it and placing the appreciated object on the side-table.
“You’re okay,” Kahlan whispered breathlessly, caressing Cara’s face with her fingers. She was still a little fearful that something might have had gone wrong, but she hadn’t seen Cara’s eyes turn black and the Mord’Sith was not crying in agony, so it was clear she had not been confessed.
“I’d say I’m a lot more than okay,” Cara smirked knowingly and chuckled when Kahlan blushed and hide her face on the blonde’s neck.
“I can’t move,” Kahlan giggled tiredly, resting her head on Cara’s shoulder.
“That means you’re more than okay too,” Cara pointed out playfully, one hand trailing random patterns on Kahlan’s back and the other caressing up and down the brunette’s arm.
Kahlan just nodded, a big sated grin plastered on her face. While she played absentmindedly with Cara’s hair, Kahlan basked in the afterglow; she was certain that sharing this moment with Cara would always be one of the most treasured memories of her life.
“If someone would have told me years ago that my first time would be with a Mord’Sith, I would have laughed so much,” Kahlan blurted out after a few moments of silent, clearly amused by her own thoughts.
“I never would have believed I would ever have a first time, least of all that it would be with a Confessor,” Cara said offhandedly, although her voice was laced with meaning as she waited for Kahlan’s reaction.
“Cara, come on, I know that you-“ Kahlan started as she lifted her head to look at the blonde, but stopped when she saw Cara’s little smile and played the blonde’s words again in her head. “What do you mean by ‘first time’, exactly?” she questioned, suspecting that Cara didn’t meant her words the same way Kahlan did.
“What could I possibly mean?” Cara raised her eyebrows in mock-confusion and flipped Kahlan on her back. “The words ‘first time’ stand for something that happened which had never happened before,” she smirked and kissed Kahlan sweetly.
Kahlan pushed the Mord’Sith away by her shoulders and looked curiously at the woman above her. “Cara, you mean that this was the first time you made love with someone, right?” Kahlan asked in a teasing manner, her grin widening when the blonde just shrugged and blushed a little as she busied herself with kissing Kahlan’s lips again. “That’s it, isn’t it?” Kahlan said giddily against Cara’s lips.
“You’re talking too much,” Cara complained, but Kahlan could feel the blonde’s smile against her lips.
“I knew it,” Kahlan said, her smile getting impossibly wider while Cara nibbled her ear. “You’re a romantic at heart, aren’t you?”
“I love you too,” Cara opted to ignore Kahlan’s question.
Kahlan sighed contently and cupped Cara’s face to bring the blonde’s supple lips back to her own. Opening her mouth to deepen the kiss, Kahlan moaned as Cara’s tongue caressed hers in a sensuous manner. She whimpered in protest as Cara ended the kiss, but moaned again when the blonde started a kissing path down her throat, licking and nipping the pale skin.
“What are you doing Cara?” Kahlan smiled, her breathing becoming heavy again very quickly since the blonde moved lower to use her mouth on Kahlan’s breasts in all the right ways.
“I just remembered I never finished what I started earlier,” Cara commented dismissively, never stopping the kisses and caresses down Kahlan’s body.
“What’s that?” the brunette gulped and looked down expectantly to see Cara kiss down her stomach and hovering over her center.
Cara lifted her head and just smirked knowingly while she lowered herself and ran her flat tongue along the length of Kahlan’s sex, pausing at the top to suck gently on the sensitive bundle of nerves. Without needing any more clarification, Kahlan shivered and smiled her approval, resting back against the pillow to enjoy the blonde’s very capable mouth.