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[misamerika]

im so tired of my life right now. i sometimes wish i could choose a new one. everything is the same. everyday. last night is nothing different than tonight. i sometimes wish i could move away and start fresh, but it wouldnt matter because i still wouldnt have any friends, and the only difference would be i wouldnt know where anything was. id still be lost. i need someone who understands me. i need allison. i though maybe buying a christmas tree would help, nope just made me even more sad to not be at home..helping my mom.

i dont know why i bother, no one reads anyways