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It's gotten bad.
Every night it seems like I plan out a suicide. Get a knife, go outside, cut my wrists and elbows, and fall asleep. Down all of my levothyroxine pills and some acetomenophine pills for good measure and go to bed, and never wake up again.
And those are just two of the plans I came up with.
I'm just. So anxious, and scared all the time. I don't want to live like this.
Every night it seems like I plan out a suicide. Get a knife, go outside, cut my wrists and elbows, and fall asleep. Down all of my levothyroxine pills and some acetomenophine pills for good measure and go to bed, and never wake up again.
And those are just two of the plans I came up with.
I'm just. So anxious, and scared all the time. I don't want to live like this.