I'm reading my friendslist
I wish I had been available for some people, even if they didn't ask for me.
I hate to hear people I know suffer... I wish I wasn't this helpless in situations like this.
Even if I don't talk to them often by now... they're in my heart.
and sometimes it hurts to feel close to people, who... don't seem to feel that close to me.
I should finally get over my habit to close people up in my heart just after meeting them and never let them go again... sometimes it really hurts.
I feel bad when I look on my cellphone. that's why I don't recharge it right now.... I don't even know where I put it last night.... somehow it has lost it's importance '__';; and... I don't seem to care too much about this loss...
the feeling of monochrome... is taking over right now... eventho my actual mood isn't that bad....
argh... fucked up emotions =___=;;;
I hate to hear people I know suffer... I wish I wasn't this helpless in situations like this.
Even if I don't talk to them often by now... they're in my heart.
and sometimes it hurts to feel close to people, who... don't seem to feel that close to me.
I should finally get over my habit to close people up in my heart just after meeting them and never let them go again... sometimes it really hurts.
I feel bad when I look on my cellphone. that's why I don't recharge it right now.... I don't even know where I put it last night.... somehow it has lost it's importance '__';; and... I don't seem to care too much about this loss...
the feeling of monochrome... is taking over right now... eventho my actual mood isn't that bad....
argh... fucked up emotions =___=;;;