the last days...
so finally here some information about what was going on the last days
On Thursday the 13th-grader officially got their A-Levels and I was getting payed to sing some songs there together with andy playing the piano. well... I was kinda nervous, since I didn't sing in front of pple for a longer time and... well... never in this kind of situation (I got used to sing in front of some students with the student-band behin me ^^;; - which feels totally different).
But it went pretty good :) The first song was Ironic by Alanis Morisette - that time I still was pretty nervous, expecially cause I wasn't sure whethere my voice was loud enough (I had no mic or anything... just my lungs to get the song till the end of the room ^^). But the people got so quiet that I think it was loud enough... and as we finished our first song they applauded soo loud *O* whe~ made me happy
second song was about 45min later: Because of you by Kelly Clarkson. I loved to sing that song - especially cause I COULD sing it with my full voice~ The people were so quiet again (this time from the very beginning on) and I put a lot of emotion in the song I guess... people later told me that they saw other people crying *___*;;;; wouh... I didn't know my voice was able to make such a deep impact on others ^^;;;;
well.... when we got on stage again for the last song - Hero by Mariah Carey - I didn't feel so nervous anymore. I think I was pretty calm - cause I learned that the people in this room like my singing and I just LOVE to sing that song ^^; and... just that song was the song we made our first mistake ._. andy played another part between the refrain and the 2nd verse so I wasn't sure to where begin.. and.. haha... I started too early... but it wasn't that much of a bad mistake... since people cried again XD
Wah~ I was so happy as so many people came up to me afterwards and told me how wonderful my voice is. And so many of them told me to get my voice educated~ I think I really should do this.... WHEN I FINALLY FIND THE TIME TO >_>;; well.. I served sparkling whine for about 2 hours and during that time people were always talking to me~ gosh this felt soooooo goood ¦3 I really need people telling me that I'm good in sth once in a while *haha* Well... Kralle made a video with his cellphone... maybe I can put it online when I get it or sth.... ^^ (if there are pple who are actually interested *_*)
sooo~ at 9.40pm Limo and I went home and talked about our presentation, which we still hadn't finished ._.;; it was still soooooooo much work to do x_X and only half a day left...
and as limo left at ~10.30pm I spent some more time on writing my presentation-cards, finishing our pp-presentation and as I came to convert the broadcast about "kölsch" I feel asleep over my work.... and some time later went to bed ._. - still not having finished.
Friday I went to school without having done anything for maths and not having finished my presentation - yay -___-;; so first lesson was chemistry where I learned that I missed an extremely important lesson for the test on thuesday - and no one wanted to lent me their papers cause they wanted to learn with them >_>; and afterwards we had to write the maths - test... haha~ fuck you, teacher! he told us he wouldn'T write a test without the formulary and the calculator.. and half of the test was without both of them *argh* I think I did... okay in that part....at least half the points I hope *haha* (which is really good for me @ maths XD) well the second part SUCKED so hard x__X;; Especially the last excercise was so .... argh... I didn't find the equation.... so I wasn't able to do the following subtasks... -____-;;
so I went home right after the test since the A-Levels-Prank (?? ~ Abi-Streich?) was already over (haha~ the 13th-grader suck XD they were thrown out by the head-teacher at 10.30 cause they were totally drunk and destroyed our gym XD). As I got home I took some food with me to the computer and started working on the audio-CD for our presentation... and my computer hung himself for about 5 times.... so I wasn't finished at 1pm as I actually had to leave.... I was panicking and all and well.... hello nerval brakedown -__-;; but what else could I do than take my car and ride to limos house? so I sent here the stuff we needed and we burnt it at her house... and then left for our presentation. I never was that unprepared in my life I guess -__- I never even TRIED my presentation... I didn't know wheter the audio and the computer would work right... nothing! and I still wasn't able to concentrate on what I had to say cause I had to try hard to stop shaking/crying. gosh... what a fucked up day! so... I guess an hour after my real brakedown I held my presentation with limo and.... well... guess it was okay. Hopefully the teachers just see it as our way to presentate stuff... and not as just unorganised ^^;; (*cough* is this a good way to see it? -__-;;)
I went home and ...... relaxxed first. I had to. later limo called and she took me to oberkochen where we ordered some pizza at julas house bought some alc at the gas station and then sat in julas cellar and just... chilled ^^ was exactly what I needed that time. n we didn't stay thaaaat long~ since limo and I were fuckin tired somehow.
Saturday I slept in and after learning some chemistry with my dad I called limo and told her that I would come along to the a-levels-ball really spontanously. So I ate some pizza and then got under the shower. after that I thought I still have plenty of time... but I thought wrong, as Limo told me when she called me and explained they would be at my house in 5min! So I finished my outfit and makeup in 5minutes *haha* Never was that fast XD
As I went into the car I still had to put my stuff in my purse and get into my shoes~ but yay I made it! So well.. the ball wasn't that good. very unorganized and all.. not really any program.... and everyone just waited for the bar to open XDD and as it did I was happy *lol*
so the alc-bilance of that evening:
1x 1/2l Radler
1x 1/2l Beer
2x Vodka-Bull
1x Touch Down
4x Frutti
1x Bacardi-Cherry
1/2x Caipirinha
yeah... not that much when you look at it now. well.. I wasn't really drunk.. a bit tipsy not more. But it was fun, especially cause Staudi (I didn't know him at all - just knew that he was there on Thursday, too) invited me on 3 drinks XD The first time a stranger invites me to a drink!!! *lol* It feels quite good XD (I know I know... for most of you it's nothing special cause you getinvited a lot... but I NEVER EVER got invited but someone who's NOT my friend. same as I think not more than 4 strangers ever flirted with me *haha* yeah... now THAT makes you feel unattractive XD) So he was all over me the last hour or something x_X; And he told me how much he loves my voice and all~ (guess he invited me just for my voice XD)...
well... but lets return to the important stuff XD: SANDI was there!!!! That's the reason why I stayed till 3am XD otherwise I would've gone home at least 2 hours earlier ^^; specially cause limo had already left due to.... family circumstances >_> (her brother) So only limo me and some of the boys were left from ppl which I call my closer friends. Olly was almost deadly drunk (as always) but the other boys still were sober - at least... kinda ^^; So we sat together and sang along with the music and talked and... well had a good time.
and at 3am sandis mum picked us up and drove me home ^__^ yay~ finally a bed~ and I slept in just a few seconds *g*
so much about my last days~
so today I skipped classes in the morning cause I felt terrible this morning... head-ache, stomach-ache and inda feverish feeling... but in the afternoon I have to write an art-test x_X still have to learn.. so BYE!
On Thursday the 13th-grader officially got their A-Levels and I was getting payed to sing some songs there together with andy playing the piano. well... I was kinda nervous, since I didn't sing in front of pple for a longer time and... well... never in this kind of situation (I got used to sing in front of some students with the student-band behin me ^^;; - which feels totally different).
But it went pretty good :) The first song was Ironic by Alanis Morisette - that time I still was pretty nervous, expecially cause I wasn't sure whethere my voice was loud enough (I had no mic or anything... just my lungs to get the song till the end of the room ^^). But the people got so quiet that I think it was loud enough... and as we finished our first song they applauded soo loud *O* whe~ made me happy
second song was about 45min later: Because of you by Kelly Clarkson. I loved to sing that song - especially cause I COULD sing it with my full voice~ The people were so quiet again (this time from the very beginning on) and I put a lot of emotion in the song I guess... people later told me that they saw other people crying *___*;;;; wouh... I didn't know my voice was able to make such a deep impact on others ^^;;;;
well.... when we got on stage again for the last song - Hero by Mariah Carey - I didn't feel so nervous anymore. I think I was pretty calm - cause I learned that the people in this room like my singing and I just LOVE to sing that song ^^; and... just that song was the song we made our first mistake ._. andy played another part between the refrain and the 2nd verse so I wasn't sure to where begin.. and.. haha... I started too early... but it wasn't that much of a bad mistake... since people cried again XD
Wah~ I was so happy as so many people came up to me afterwards and told me how wonderful my voice is. And so many of them told me to get my voice educated~ I think I really should do this.... WHEN I FINALLY FIND THE TIME TO >_>;; well.. I served sparkling whine for about 2 hours and during that time people were always talking to me~ gosh this felt soooooo goood ¦3 I really need people telling me that I'm good in sth once in a while *haha* Well... Kralle made a video with his cellphone... maybe I can put it online when I get it or sth.... ^^ (if there are pple who are actually interested *_*)
sooo~ at 9.40pm Limo and I went home and talked about our presentation, which we still hadn't finished ._.;; it was still soooooooo much work to do x_X and only half a day left...
and as limo left at ~10.30pm I spent some more time on writing my presentation-cards, finishing our pp-presentation and as I came to convert the broadcast about "kölsch" I feel asleep over my work.... and some time later went to bed ._. - still not having finished.
Friday I went to school without having done anything for maths and not having finished my presentation - yay -___-;; so first lesson was chemistry where I learned that I missed an extremely important lesson for the test on thuesday - and no one wanted to lent me their papers cause they wanted to learn with them >_>; and afterwards we had to write the maths - test... haha~ fuck you, teacher! he told us he wouldn'T write a test without the formulary and the calculator.. and half of the test was without both of them *argh* I think I did... okay in that part....at least half the points I hope *haha* (which is really good for me @ maths XD) well the second part SUCKED so hard x__X;; Especially the last excercise was so .... argh... I didn't find the equation.... so I wasn't able to do the following subtasks... -____-;;
so I went home right after the test since the A-Levels-Prank (?? ~ Abi-Streich?) was already over (haha~ the 13th-grader suck XD they were thrown out by the head-teacher at 10.30 cause they were totally drunk and destroyed our gym XD). As I got home I took some food with me to the computer and started working on the audio-CD for our presentation... and my computer hung himself for about 5 times.... so I wasn't finished at 1pm as I actually had to leave.... I was panicking and all and well.... hello nerval brakedown -__-;; but what else could I do than take my car and ride to limos house? so I sent here the stuff we needed and we burnt it at her house... and then left for our presentation. I never was that unprepared in my life I guess -__- I never even TRIED my presentation... I didn't know wheter the audio and the computer would work right... nothing! and I still wasn't able to concentrate on what I had to say cause I had to try hard to stop shaking/crying. gosh... what a fucked up day! so... I guess an hour after my real brakedown I held my presentation with limo and.... well... guess it was okay. Hopefully the teachers just see it as our way to presentate stuff... and not as just unorganised ^^;; (*cough* is this a good way to see it? -__-;;)
I went home and ...... relaxxed first. I had to. later limo called and she took me to oberkochen where we ordered some pizza at julas house bought some alc at the gas station and then sat in julas cellar and just... chilled ^^ was exactly what I needed that time. n we didn't stay thaaaat long~ since limo and I were fuckin tired somehow.
Saturday I slept in and after learning some chemistry with my dad I called limo and told her that I would come along to the a-levels-ball really spontanously. So I ate some pizza and then got under the shower. after that I thought I still have plenty of time... but I thought wrong, as Limo told me when she called me and explained they would be at my house in 5min! So I finished my outfit and makeup in 5minutes *haha* Never was that fast XD
As I went into the car I still had to put my stuff in my purse and get into my shoes~ but yay I made it! So well.. the ball wasn't that good. very unorganized and all.. not really any program.... and everyone just waited for the bar to open XDD and as it did I was happy *lol*
so the alc-bilance of that evening:
1x 1/2l Radler
1x 1/2l Beer
2x Vodka-Bull
1x Touch Down
4x Frutti
1x Bacardi-Cherry
1/2x Caipirinha
yeah... not that much when you look at it now. well.. I wasn't really drunk.. a bit tipsy not more. But it was fun, especially cause Staudi (I didn't know him at all - just knew that he was there on Thursday, too) invited me on 3 drinks XD The first time a stranger invites me to a drink!!! *lol* It feels quite good XD (I know I know... for most of you it's nothing special cause you getinvited a lot... but I NEVER EVER got invited but someone who's NOT my friend. same as I think not more than 4 strangers ever flirted with me *haha* yeah... now THAT makes you feel unattractive XD) So he was all over me the last hour or something x_X; And he told me how much he loves my voice and all~ (guess he invited me just for my voice XD)...
well... but lets return to the important stuff XD: SANDI was there!!!! That's the reason why I stayed till 3am XD otherwise I would've gone home at least 2 hours earlier ^^; specially cause limo had already left due to.... family circumstances >_> (her brother) So only limo me and some of the boys were left from ppl which I call my closer friends. Olly was almost deadly drunk (as always) but the other boys still were sober - at least... kinda ^^; So we sat together and sang along with the music and talked and... well had a good time.
and at 3am sandis mum picked us up and drove me home ^__^ yay~ finally a bed~ and I slept in just a few seconds *g*
so much about my last days~
so today I skipped classes in the morning cause I felt terrible this morning... head-ache, stomach-ache and inda feverish feeling... but in the afternoon I have to write an art-test x_X still have to learn.. so BYE!