Pairing: Junhyung/Hyunseung
Rating:NC-17
Summary: Junhyung meets his childhood friend again after some time and he`s surprised to see the other looking totally different from what he remembers.
Hyunseung is small;Hyunseung is small and you can see that in the way his hand can cover only half of Junhyung`s hand,smooth palm pressed into a rough
one.
Junhyung drinks coffee;he drinks it even though he knows that it can`t keep him awake when he reads the boring Biology notes.He looks at Hyunseung and thinks it`s good to be that young and free;no broken relationships,no lonely feeling that keeps you warm at night,no expectations to fail.
Except that Hyunseung isn`t that free;his smile no longer reaches his eyes.
*
It`s one of those lousy Friday nights with only reruns of the last week`s TV shows when Junhyung is sitting on his couch;eyes set absentmindedly on the screen.That`s why he`s surprised when the phone rings and a smile appears on his face after a glance at the caller ID.
“Hey.”Junhyung says husky,smiling as he thinks of the person on the other line.
“Juuuuuuuuuuun!”Hyunseung replies and Junhyung chuckles when he hears the pout in the boy`s voice.
“What`s up?”
“I can`t sleep!”Hyunseung answers and there`s a sound like a rustling of sheets.
“So what makes you think that calling me will help?”Junhyung wonders.
“It helps!”Hyunseung replies matter-of-factly.”Your voice is soothing,better than sleeping pills.”He continues,smiling under the covers.
Junhyung thinks sometimes that Hyunseung doesn`t know,he`s just a kid,things like these are like saying he likes ice cream;pure,naive no ulterior motive behind them.And it`s a welcome change from the usual words,glances and touches the others directed at him.He begins to say something ,but there`s a thump from the other line followed by a high-pitched voice:”Hyunseung! Why aren`t you asleep?Are you talking to that kid again?”Junhyung hears Hyunseung`s mother shout and his heart clenches.
“Sorry gotta go.”Hyunseung says in a whisper and after that there`s a click and the beeping tone that announces the call has ended.
Junhyug falls asleep on the couch that night and wakes up with a sharp pain
in his back the next day.
*
Hyunseung`s parents are on a business trip and they leave their son alone in the house.So,he doesn`t think twice before he calls Junhyung and tells him to buy him ice cream.
They meet in an empty park,Junhyung carrying a plastic bag with ice creams.They sit on a bench and start eating.
“What flavor is yours?”Hyunseung asks not looking at the other.
Junhyung laughs at the silly question.“Chocolate.Can`t you see?”He says and Hyunseung shrugs his shoulders unconvinced.
“Are you sure?”Hyunseung asks and Junhyung raises an eyebrow,dangerous glint in his eyes.
“Ok,ok you can have a bite”Junhyung resigns quiqly from his murderous intentions.
So Hyunseung listens to him.He lifts his head,but instead of tasting the ice
cream cone he reaches up and plants his lips on Junhyung`s,tongue sliding against Junhyung`s bottom lip.
He retreats right after,smiling at his shocked friend.”Yep,it`s chocolate alright.”Hyunseung hums in appreciation.
“What are you doing?”Junhyung chockes out,bewildered.
“I`m eating ice cream,can`t you see?”Hyunseung replies,flicking his tongue on the vanilla cone,earning a frown from the older boy.
“I`m not talking about-“Junhyung starts to say when Hyunseung reaches up once again and shoves a piece of his vanilla ice cream in the other boy`s mouth.
They part and stay a moment in silence before Hyunseung abruptly stands up.“I`ll see you tomorrow.”his voice says as he leaves.
*
Junhyung isn`t sure how he got in this position-it all started rather normal.
He`s twenty now and has a business of his own.It`s pretty profitable and he lives well in a small apartment-he didn`t have the heart to change it as he grew up-and he even bought a cat.
He was coming home one day,with a bag of groceries when he spots a familiar black haired boy on the sidewalk.The hunched back in front of him turns and Hyunseung`s big eyes pierce right into his orbs.They haven`t seen each other since Hyunseung was in gymnasium.So the younger one is probably 16 now;4 years have passed since the last day they saw each other,that day when they kissed and after that Hyunseung disappeard completely.
Now Hyunseung has grown,his black hair is a little longer and he has a piercing under his lip.A black line is shadowing his big eyes,making them colder and his body has changed too,well shaped muscles can be seen from beneath his black clothes.And Junhyung thinks it`s absurd cause he`s in a suit and the other boy,well,Hyunseung looks like the vocalist from a famous rock band.
“Hey.”Hyunseung says,no surprise on his face as he lifts his hand to greet Junhyung.
“Hey.”Junhyung replies,flustered and since when does Hyunseung have this edge in his voice,low,almost dangerous,almost seductive?
“How are you?”Hyunseung asks and Junhyung thinks of something clever to say ,but manages only a vague “I`m fine.”
“You?”Junhyung asks.
“I`m fine.”Hyunseung replies as he stands up and turns around to start walking.
Junhyung stares at his back dumbfounded until the younger turns his head.
“Are you coming?”Hyunseung wonders raising a brow and Junhyung stumbles before he rushes his steps to reach to the boy`s side.
“Where are we going?”Junhyung wants to know.
“Well …aren`t you going home?”Hyunseung asks.
Junhyung nods and then Hyunseung doesn`t say anything else.
This is really weird,Junhyung thinks,it`s weird and he`s not sure what to do or what to say so he ends up walking along.
Minutes later,Hyunseung is sprawled on his couch next to his cat and
Junhyung can`t fight the smile that appears at the sight.
“What`s funny?”Hyunseung asks,opening just one eye to look at the other.
“Nothing.”Junhyung mutters and after that he places the bag on the kitchen counter and goes to his bedroom to change in some casual clothes.
Junhyung plopped himself next to Hyunseung who scooted up to make room on the couch.
“You`ve grown up.”Junhyung remarks after they stood in silence and the boy scoffed in response,turning his head from the TV.
“We all grow up.”Hyunseung`s reply comes.
“But you were so little…”Junhyung trails off smiling at the image of 11 years old Hyunseung.
“I was.”Hyunseung says serious and suddenly Junhyung feels a pair of legs strandling him and Hyunseung`s breath on his neck.Before he can react,Hyunseung is kissing him,rough,teeth clashing,tongues interwining in a sweet,poisonous battle.
And it is so different from the last time they kissed ,with Hyunseung`s hips moving in a circle above his crotch;lust lowering sinfully inside Junhyung,making his cock twitch and skin burn where it made contact with Hyunseung`s hands.Junhyung is desperately searching for air when Hyunseung`s lips part and he looks down as the boy has his head between his legs,hands tugging at Junhyung`s sweatpants.
“No.”Junhyung half-moans when Hyunseung takes him in completely,his cock hitting the back of the younger`s throat.Hyunseung looks up-oh so innocent when he licks the underside of Junhyung`s length as a response.
“Fuuuuuck”the older chokes out, feelsing that he could come only from the sight of Hyunseung`s head between his legs.
Hyunseung hums in approval,the vibrations making Junhyung shiver.
And only then a dark thought crosses Junhyung`s mind,Hyunseung,Hyunseung is too good at this.This simple idea hits him and makes his blood boil,fingers gripping at the back of Hyunseung`s head.Hyunseung mewls in paint ,but doesn`t stop his actons as Junhyung`s muscles clench and he comes in the other`s mouth.Hyunseung swallows everything and stands up,walking out of the apartment and leaving a baffled Junhyung to get past the mindblowing blowjob he just had.
*
Two weeks passed since that event and Hyunseung didn`t show up since then.That left a very frustrated Junhyung to deal with the mess of the whole situation.A lot of questions clouded his mind and then there was the fact that Hyunseung left him once again.He left and “Fuck”,Junhyung said,slamming his hand on the light switch when he enters the house.He was irritated once again when he remembered what he allowed that to happen.But the sight of a familiar face made him stop in his tracks.
“Hi!”Hyunseung greeted,patting Junhyung`s cat.
Shock,anger and frustration flashed simoultaneous through Junhyung when he saw the boy.“You!”He said and stomped to the couch grabbing Hyunseung by the collar.
“Call me Hyunseung.”the boy snickered and Junhyung felt like punching him.
“What are you doing here?”Junhyung shouted and Hyunseung just shrugged his shoulders,making an innocent face.
Junhyung paused.He really thought about strangling the other,but it hurt too much.
“Who are you?”Junhyung asked,cold tone like there was an invinsible distance between them.
“I am…me.”Hyunseung replied and liked the frustration written on the older`s face.
“Get out!”Junhyung shouted,dragging Hyunseung to the door.
“No.”
Junhyung pulled forward ,but in a swift movement Hyunseung shoved him into the wall.Junhyung stared,he couldn`t recognize the face in front of him,that face-torn between sorrow and fear.
“I am me.”Hyunseung repeated slowly not looking at Junhyung.
“The same person that lost everything that was in his sight.”He continued,voice low.”Everything slipped away from me when I turned my head.Everything!”Hyunseung raised his voice and Junhyung couldn`t do anything ,but stare dumbfounded at the other`s hanged low head.
Hyunseung raised his gaze at last,voice barely a whisper:”Everything but you!You,Yong Junhyung,you never leave my fucking mind!”He breathed out and Junhyung`s expression softened.”
“Hyunseung….”Junhyung started and the boy mouthed a “Don`t” and backed away.
But Junhyung did-he pulled Hyunseung in and he kissed him slowly,thumbs caressing the boy`s cheeks. Hyunseung felt like he was dying slowly,with every flick of tongue, so he bit down on Junhyung`s bottom lip,hard so that Junhyung could taste his own blood and salt from Hyunseung`s tears in the kiss.Junhyung felt the boy collapsing on him when he grabbed his waist,sustaining him and a lightheaded Hyunseung snaked his arms around the older`s neck.They stumbled back in the living room,more like Junhyung carried a dazed Hyunseung to the couch,slowly letting him fall against the leather material before climbing over him.
It was all about Hyunseung now-Junhyung slided his tongue on the boy`s piercing and Hyunseung sighed content,eyes fluttering closed;then he licked Hyunseung`s skin down from his neck to his stomach,tongue dipping in the navel.Once Hyunseung`s jeans were as low as possible,Junyung started at a slow pace,stroking Hyunseung`s length,tongue traveling on the boy`s Adam apple.Hyunseung arched his back in response and the older doesn`t think he has ever seen something more attractive than Hyunseung with messy hair,swollen lips and face in a post-orgasm daze.
*
Junhyung opens his eyes and glances at the clock.It shows 6 a.m.
“Where is Hyunseung?”He wonders and images from the previous night flash under his eyelids.He tries to take his mind out of the gutter ,dragging his feet through the apartment.The boy is standing at the table in the balcony,coffee in the right hand and a cigarette in the other.
Junhyung frowns at the sight.
“What do you think you`re doing?”Junhyung scolds him.
“You`re not my mom.Don`t nag.”
“No.I`m your fucking boyfriend and as long as we`re fucking you should dispose this habit.”Junhyung replies and it was Hyunseung`s turn to glare at him.
“Fine .”Hyunseung answers stubbornly,taking another drag from the cigarette.
“Fine.”Junhyung mimicks with an annoyed expression.He sits down on the other side of the table,eyes scanning the clouded sky of Seoul.
“I don`t know anything about you”Junhyung whispers to himself before he hears Hyunseung`s chair screeaching and sees the boy going inside,cigarette tossed in the ashtray.
After a few minutes,Hyunseung stomps back outside,shooing the cat away from Junhyung`s lap and settles himself in it`s place.
“Kiss?”Hyunseung asks innocent and Junhyung can feel the faint smell of toothpaste in his breath.
Junhyung chuckles and leans in,placing a chaste kiss on the boy`s lips.
“Aren`t you late for school?”Junhyung wonders while tracing circles on the boy`s back.
“What time is it?”
“Almost 7.”Junhyung answers and Hyunseung rushes to the door muttering a load of curses under his breath.
Junhyung stares after him and sees Hyunseung appearing again after a few
minutes.The boy kisses him in a rush before whispering a seductive
“Goodbye!” and leaves for school.
*
“I think you should get a tattoo.”Hyunseung suggests,tracing his fingers on the other`s chest,thumbs smoothing over white skin.Junhyung squirms under the touch,tickled by the move.
It was a lazy Sunday morning and they chose to stay in bed,Hyunseung cuddling against Junhyung and placing playful kisses all over his lover`s body.
“I`m not a kid anymore.”Junhyung retorts pushing at Hyunseung`s nose and earning a glare from the younger.
“I know you`re a pedophile,you don`t have to remind me!”Hyunseung adds,sticking his tongue out and crawling above Junhyung.
“Here,cuff me then.”The older man replies amused and places his wrists together at the back of Hyunseung`s neck.
They both laugh,breaths mingled and Hyunseung leans in placing a kiss on Junhyung`s collarbone.
“I prefer to punish you in another way.”Hyunseung whispers seductive and oh,Junhyung can`t understand how he does that-switch from innocent to sexy in one second.
“I don`t know any tattoo studios.”
“I`ll do it.”Hyunseung replies,rolling next to Junhyung and leaving only one leg hooked on the man`s feet.
Junhyung`s eyes widen,big with disbelief as he plops his head on his elbow
to look at the boy.Hyunseung glances to him and then he continues to stare at the ceiling,silence surrounding them.
And then it finally hits Junhyung-Hyunseung has finally given in something about himself-it was a small thing,but the man doesn`t know anything about the other except of course,for his body so every little information counts.
“Ok.”Junhyung whispers and a smile lightens Hyunseung`s face.
Author Notes:Well yeah Hyunseung is an aspiring tattoo artistXD so I know i post a gif at the top of my every entry but instead of that i decided to show you something really cool:
click!!!!